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February's ending in 2 days time. i dont even remember what happened in january. well, at least now im settling down at kakak's. Cant believe i actually went through shits. How i went through it, i cant remember. where did i get the strength to overcome them? its always when things got better and when u looked back, u cant believe how strong u could be. but i do remember alot of cryings. heh. no doubt, i do miss my home at bedok. and each time im there, i'd cry, my heart would sink and memories would come back. but i believe, there must be a reason to everything that has happened. thanks to those who cared, esp bf. thanks for staying by me even when i was being a monster and cry like a baby :) so, feb has been good so far. oh, did i mention that this week, i had 3 days mc and then 4 days off coz of the bali trip? thats madness. and the mc was genuine ok. i dont fake my mc. in fact im afraid to take mc. but i had a bad cough and the weather at bali was crazy hot, i had headache on the 3rd day. ok so, bali was never on my holiday list coz its expansive. but somehow, the conversation between kakak and i 2 weeks ago was like, " wanna go bali ?" and i was , "yea, ok." and 2 weeks later, we went. OMG! thats madness. it wasnt even a proper plan but it happened. im glad. expansive, yes, but for now, we could at least afford it, so why not. boyfriend went too! so that was a plus point. eventhough he had to constantly think of the $$$$ and was afraid of the awkwardness coz its my family trip afterall, but it was kakak who asked if he wanted to come along. i din even say a word to her. :) though there were ups and downs, im glad he came along. so very glad. its bali, afterall. though it wasnt a romantic getaway. i love love love my bf. having to go apart after 4d3n was painful and i had wish we were married then, so we wont have to go back to diff homes. one day ok... |
