oh ma gawd...so i noe alr. its ma comp dat cudnt sign in dis bloody thing...idiot..wen was da las tym i updated..? i duno. i cannt even sign in ma yahoo photo..sori lina..nanti aku try tu figure out how to pass u da pics.. so yah...lots of things had happened fer da lst 3 wks or so.. ma concert was a successful 1.. thank god.. gt a new dg cam as a prezen... passed ma n lvl examinations.. gt 5 points.. heart break and everything..em now at ma cuzzens place..i duno wen will b da nex tym i'll update dis thing... stupid comp.. hate u to da core..hahah.. ok..lame.. ok den..gtg now.. gonna watch movie wif ma wonderfool cuzzens.. its either kungfu hustle or meet da fockers.. till den..luv u all.. muackz..!!!

yup..as i said yesterdae..em going out tdae..so, reached pasir ris sec ard 3pm. dey were playing dis song erm.. overture blabla 'candide' wad da hell..its a grade 6 piece..is mr png crazy or sumthing..horns goes up to high a or b flat..oh ma gawd..ok...i wasnt really into playing dat song..so i practiced ma singapore rhapsody.. now i can play dos melodies alr..doz quavers and semi quavers..i dun think ders demi semi quavers..oh heck.. nyc man.. den, me, ayu and sir went to bugis..ders a wholesale centre sumwer near rochor centre.. man..we gt lots of stuff.. da hats, snow spray and wad else..oh..da santa suit, mayb mr png's getting dem..aww..he'll luk so cute in it wif da tummy..haha.. eveything cost 80 bucks.. eng chian is so gonna scream at us on mondae.. haha..who cares.. da concert is in 12 daes tym..we r not ready..HHHEELLPPP...!!! nvm..em sure it will ba successful 1..after dat..me and ayu went to seiyu and oder shops..to find out top..cudnt find any..so we went to tamp.. saw 1..mayb gonna buy and wear dat..awww man..we'll all luk so cute..lalalalla...hhehe..

hhmmm...mayb em going out wif him tmr..oh man..i duno how to face him..mayb i'll act as per normal but hey..I DUN NOE...!!! oh ma gawd..!!! em so not use to dat..how...???? nvm..as usual..i'll step cool..ahak..! gonna slp now..damn tired.. nitey nyd..oh ya.. SLAMAT HARI TUE TAUFIK AND FAHMI...!!! :P oh ma gawd..7 more daes b4 da releasing of n lvl results..aarrgghh..!!! oh..i received da edusave scholarship award again.. dis yr will b da fourth tym..tot i cudnt gt dem dis yr..em so happy...500 bucks cuming on their way..money money money..hahah.. bbuubbyyee..!!!

oh ma gawd..!!!we've bn walking da whole dae. i met naqiah, hidayu and shane ard 3pm at tamp mrt. we wanted to place our order at spotlight. accessories fer da concert. surprisingly, wen we reached der, da stuff were out of stock...can u imagine..in 2 daes and everything's gone. even at oder outlets.. strange ryd.. damn..so we decided to find da things in town. since its christmas,we tot it'll b easier to search fer it.. damn lah..even town doesnt hav dos stuff.. den frm orchard, we walked all da way to plaza singapura..its DAMN FAR...!!! if u dun believe me..try it urself..frm forum to PS.. went to spotlight and ders none.. idiot..! all of us were tired and hungry.. but we gt no tym to rest..can u imagine..each tym we went up or down da escalator, we'll squad or even sit..yup..we were dat tired..after dat..we went to suntec. tot we cud find it at carrefour but fat hope.. we juz wanna give up bt nah..bttr not..da concert is in 2 wks tym...AARRGGHH..!!!naq called her mama and she said dey can b found at watson..so we dropped by. we found 1 but its expensive fer dat kinda quality..and we hav to buy 50 of dem. asked sir if its ok.. he joined us 15mins ltr.. den disagree..wanted to go to bugis but its already 8pm. den off to beach rd..and da shop were closed..so we went to grab a bite. sir paid fer da drinks.. ard 10pm..we cabbed hm..sir dropped me off fers at bedok..den naq and ayu at tamp and den to his place..thanx sir.. i hav to go pasir ris band tmr at 0230pm...den me, ayu and sir will be going to bugis.. we'll b very bz till da concert's ova..argh..!! 13 more daes..and ders LOTS of things to do.. em gonna take ma shower now and brainstorm sum gimmick..oh ma gawd...!!! oh yah..i've uploaded da band camp's pic..

Love Takes Time
I had it all
But I let it slip away
Couldn't see I treated you wrong
Now I wander around
Feeling down and cold
Trying to believe that you're gone

[Chorus:]
Love takes time
To heal when you're hurting so much
Couldn't see that I was blind
To let you go
I can't escape the pain
Inside
'Cause love takes time
I don't wanna be here
I don't wanna be here alone

Losing my mind
From this hollow in my heart
Suddenly I'm so incomplete
Lord I'm needing you now
Tell me how to stop the rain
Tears are falling down endlessly

[Chorus:]
Love takes time
To heal when you're hurting so much
Couldn't see that I was blind
To let you go
I can't escape the pain
Inside
'Cause love takes time
I don't wanna be here
I don't wanna be here alone

You might say that it's over
You might say that you don't care
You might say you don't miss me
You don't need me
But I know that you do
And I feel that you doInside

[Chorus:]
Love takes time
To heal when you're hurting so much
Couldn't see that I was blind
To let you go
I can't escape the pain
Inside
'Cause love takes time
I don't wanna be here
I don't wanna be here alone


i was bored to death da whole afternun..woke up ard 12 noon..slack fer one an a half hour b4 taking ma shower. after doing all da chores, i sat down on da sofa. keep changing da channel on da tv. hello..its saturday and ders not even a single interesting and exciting show.. i called up ma fwens..wanted dem to accompany me sumwer but none of dem were free. damn... was so bored dat no werds cud describe da boredom i went thru..finally i went out..asked ma cuzzen along. luckily hes free..so we went to catch a movie entitled christmas wif da kranks.. sumthing lyk dat lah.. well, da show did cheer me up sumhow.. after dat we went home..

wad a dae..ok..i've lost anoder 2 kg.. it was 48kg b4, den 50kg..now em back to 48kg..wad da hell..cant be bothered wif ma weight anymore.ma jeans are dropping and i hav to tighten dem wif a belt..troublesome man..ayte..dats abt it.. going out wif ma fam tmr..ma parents are still in da mood fer hari raye..at fers i refused to follow..but thinking of money..ermm..i guess i'll juz tag along..gonna iron ma clothes now.. :p

went fer bedok north band concert juz now wid radhiah..fer da fers tym i saw her wearing skirt.. other den skul skirt and band skirt..well..we met at bedok inter ard 6pm.. waited fer our fwen bt in d end,she din turn up..wen we reached VCH, she was already der wif her mama.. luckily we din wait fer her.. as usual, we talked alot.. nothing cud stp us frm toking..i mean wen da band was not playing lah.. even while da band was playing, we were talking..wad da hell..

woke up ard 12 noon juz now..as usual, did ma chores. den i gt nothing else to do..watched tv and stuff.. den ard 3+, JD kold..so we meet under ma void deck and chatted..bt erm..sumthing went wrong.i duno da cause of it.. i was so worried abt him soon after we ended our conversation wen he kold me ard 8pm.. i wonder wads in his mind.. ????????? well..dats abt it.. nothing much.. gonna upload ma band camp pics really soon.. ok den..gonna take ma shower now.. *splash*

AAARRRGGGGHHHHH.....!!!! MA BOY BECAME DA S'PORE IDOL..I LUUURRRVVV HIM MAN.. damn..hes goOD..! damn good..excellent.. oh man.. ma 20 votes r worth it..but hey..i hav to pay 10 bucks fer dat. but who cares.. da atmosphere in ma house was lyk in da indoor stadium..except dat ders only da three of us..mama,kakak and me..but hey yaw...we shouted, screamed lyk mad.. kakak was turning ard,jumping abt and did everything stupid..mama kept changing places..and me..i remain cool..but not until dey announced da winner..i was jumping and shouting. man it feel so gd..i can smile while sleeping..is dat possible..? ahuh..heheh..

ok2..so dats abt da s'pore idol.. i went out wif naq and ayu.. wanted to watch a movie but we had a change of plan wen we saw many ppl q-ing fer da tix.. so off we went to boon lay coz naq wanna mt her fwen wic in d end doesnt turn up..idiot..! nvm..so we took da train back to bedok coz da gurls wanna cum ova to ma place.. reached hm ard 0740pm.. ryd on tym fer s'pore idol... 8+..dey wanna go home..man..dey shudnt hav coz we had lots of fun here..oh yah..we tuk prints.. hahah..funny.. we din read da instructions: DUN MOVE UNTIL DA 'CLICK' SIGN GOES OFF.. so we moved..and da pics turned out ugly..haha..only 2 of dem r nice.. idiot..waste our 6 bucks.. and yah..in da train..we were bored and i kept counting da num of stops..ders 18 of dem b4 we reached bedok..tot of sleeping but hey..we cant..so i started toking..and all da way..we kept luffing..every1 was luking at us.. r we too loud..? i think so.. bt wad da hell.. had fun..took sum pics using ma disposable cam..budget..had 10 remaining pics frm da camp..so..i juz snap sum shots.. tot of bringing ma cam to camp bt da shops r not open..so i cant buy ma advantix aps film..it cant b found anywer..

i had fun todae..well..he koled a few mins ago..its bn a long tym since we had a gd tok..bt still.. hes as sarcastic as ever..bt em use to it..wadever..!

oh yah..i've uploaded ma hari raye pics wif pyps fwens.. and dats da title.. nyc..but wasted lah.. i had to borrow ma fwen's album to scan da pics..dat dae..i brought along ma cam but den da shops dat we went to doesnt sell da advantix APS film..wasted ryd..or else..ders 40 pics in here..nvm.. at least ders sum.. enjoy..!!

bbrr....cold..i juz taken ma shower..ahuh.. reached home ard 0330pm..damn tired..thou da camp was only a 2 daes 1 nyd thing bt hey..training was tough. yesterdae..we gt scores infront of us practically da whole dae.. and we changed da seating arrangment..horns gt to sit in da middle and its so squeezy..cant lift up our horn..so, juz rest dem on our lap. went thru 10 or more concert pieces.. man..i cut ma lips coz i apply too much force while playing high notes..cant help it..ma lips were too tired to stretch.. as well as ma cheecks. sir was in a bad mood dis morning.. mayb hes doesnt gt enuf slp and was thinking abt lots of stuff.. thou i was not in da wrong..da way he shouted really scares me.. our discipline has drop. so hes trying to discipline us by torturing..not really torturing but..hmm..only changkat band will understand..

so yah..din gt to slp comfortably coz its cold. da gurls switched on all air-cons..tempt:19-21 degrees.. damn.. i gt up ard 5+ in da morning and adjust dem.. woke up ard 0730 but was still sleepy coz i slept ard 2 plus after a tiring dae.. played comp games wif da guys aftr chatting wif kai rui outsyd band room..poor thing..we r in da same boat in a sense..hehe..took lots..mayb not dat much..pictures..even aftr our shower..in da toilet..eeewww... i'll upload dem once dey r ready ya.. i slept da whole of todae's aftrnoon..and woke juz in tym fer ma chi show at 7pm.. actually i was disturbed by da phone call..but i thank dat person very much or i'll b missing anoder episode. well..anoder chi show abt to start and i haven had a single decent meal..guess gonna search fer food in da kitchen..mayb eat a lil coz em not even hungry...why..? strange lah ma stomach..i can survive wifout food der da whole dae plus da nex dae's morning..em not exaggerating bt dats da fact..haiz...well..gonna grab a bite..*yum**yum* :p