|
hello...
|
|
|
herdiana
260788
spill
links
Naqiah*
Hidayu*
Syaza*
Kartika*
Lina(bds)*
Bubu(Bds)*
Nazurah*
Widya*
Shamida*
Ayieen*
Zhengyi*
Ella*
Syafiq*
Crystal*
Emilia*
Nadiyah*
Chew Sian*
Desi*
Shane*
Shalson*
Raudhah*
Lyn*
Rohaida*
Serene*
Haryana*
Adilah*
Alia*
Mus*
Joey*
Szeyeong*
Jub*
Selina*
Ruzanna*
Sylbest*
WanXin*
Efa*
Nano*
Zoe*
Yasmin* archives
credits
Design: doughnutcrazyIcon: morphine_kissed Do credit accordingly if you changed the icon. |
I feel like ive got alot of love to share but i cant coz ive got noone to share it with. No, not the one u share with ur friends and family. Its the other one. Dont u dare act stupid. Well, i guess for now, i'll just gather more of it. goodnight!
I know we shouldnt cry during fasting month. Its advisable not to cry when u are fasting. But i did. A minute before praying, there's an argument between me and brother and i was hurt and sad and angry. And as soon as i perform my first rakaat, i cried. I didnt ask for it. I just teared. How can a person who is older than me has no brain? Not responsible for his actions. I have low respect for him now and he needs t gain them back if he wants me to respect him. I am disappointed. Based on how busy i was pre-exams, im glad to obtain such results. I was expecting the worse, like seriously. Alhamdulillah... I have never been this sick. I cant even do any work. I put on a jacket even when its not cold. Fever sucks man. So as feeling nauseous. The grandmama was nice and caring. I felt so loved. The HSE attachment could have been better if only i wasnt sick. But yeah, twas dreadful. On a lighter note, Munirah was attached at the same place as me. I have new friends who are nice and caring. Thank you. Another year, another mural. Its nice, at least to me but i dont know if they like it. I should stop doing mural for others for im not artistic enough.    Meeting afiq for the fist time was surprisingly comfortable. Meeting the other afiq was errr.. weird? haha.. shut up gf! But it was nice meeting them. And i, for once, seriously cant be bothered with what i was wearing. I sure looked horrible with the hair tied up and hair band to pull back my fringe. What was i thinking? Clearly, i wasnt... :) A new friend, previously, a stranger, made me cry and laugh at the same time one night. With just a song, the memories rekindled. And currently, im stuck with that 'Ayah' song. Thanks ar! -roll eyes- and ady, pasta will be delivered to ur doorstep. haha! ' ...untuk ayah tercinta
daku ingin berjumpa walau airmata dipipiku.. ayah, dengarkanlah daku ingin berjumpa walau hanya dalam mimpi...' The conversation we had today somehow cleared the air. But why does it feel strange? Wasnt that what i want? And yes, i do hope it wont go downhill from here. I thank God for the complete and normal features but sometimes, i just wish im prettier..     Geron posting has been ok i guess. Nothing much for me and team2 girls to do since our cubicles have maid overload. They will do the dressing, feeding, changing and whatsnot. So, what are we supposed to do? Oh yes, year 3 stuffs. Ok which is? Oh, report writting/passing of report! That would be fun.. -roll eyes- Why is everyone attached? Whats the rush? Or rather. Why am i not attached? Why so 'delayed'? Gf, u choose.. I wonder what would happen on the day itself when shes ask to pack up and leave. I want to see the look on her face. But then again, i dont have the heart to. Please let the new one be good and nice. Afiq is so irritating. I cant believe im talking to him. Everytime i see pretty girls, i wanna be pretty too. :( So, the plan to spend my one week break wisely remained as a plan cause it didnt happen and i spent most of my time at home, looking after amsyar coz kani was sick n i got so disgusted looking at her face everyday. Dont call me mean. I do have my reasons ok. U would too if u were me. Occasionally, i had my after midnight outings with friend(s) who were bored too. And its all impromptu. See why i hate to plan and always go for a last minute outing? Coz whenever i plan, it will never happen and i have to deal with my own emotions. I would usually go for a random, "eh, wanna go out?" coz that will be more happening and exciting. Selina and Joey were my saviour(s) on different days. And both days ended up at eastcoastpark. (dont be surprise to see me wearing da same outfit. Not as if it wasnt washed. Kani loves washing clothes. yes, that fast.) Pitched a tent with selina and spent one an a half hours with her; photo taking, star gazing(my favourite), had fries without salt and our bitching moments. It was a nice getaway, or as told by selina, a holiday. hahaha.. Yes darling, keep telling urself that and im sure u'll be a happy girl. Thank you selinnnnnna.           aint she adorable?    u captured my sad moment   selina=pervert     Joey had nothing better to do and so was i. Met up, had fries without salt again and coke and greentea mcflurry and bitching moments when all of a sudden a group of guys knocked on the glass door. Twas her friends and i was freaking out. They dragged me along for fishing at ecp. Initially i was reluctant coz i dont know what kind of people they are but after afew exchanged words, im proud to say, they are unexpectedly conservative and fun and funny and happy and caring people. Joey, do NOT leave them. Oh! Have u ever taken a cab that has blasting reggaeton music playing in the middle of the night? Pakcik, lu rock ar! Why do u go clubbing when u can bounce in a cab? :) So, there were more conversations with her, more star gazing and unfortunately, i was surrounded by smokers. :( I had fun though. Thank you small pig. I swear ur laughter is scary. hah!  her first spoon of greenteamcflurry
 our very first picture      Today's the start of my 5 weeks attachment. And its fasting month. Kill me... Oh, but then again, it can help me lose weight. Attachment is the best period to gain weight but having to fast will just help me to stop munching on carbo during the breaks. I wanna be a good nurse! haha.. Oh, have u ever met/heard of someone having the habit of pinching? just for leisure and to kill boredom. haha.. I have :) imissyou. |
