I had to do incharge in team 3 after a week break. And being in that team for the 2 days was crazy. I went home at 0030hrs on monday, ran from the hospital to the busstop to catch my last bus. Didnt eat anything the whole day. Next morning, left hospital at 1830hrs, had my first meal at 1800hrs..

And then i asked myself..

Should i stay or should i go?

Maybe i should stay, but till when coz working there is simply, MADNESS!


Walked and cycled with selheng. thanks for the company. i need to clear my head.

Accompanied rafta for bday gift. Loved the company as well.. thanks love.


And thats how we celebrated our 10th.. :)

What is this, the blaming period? My friends, my colleagues and even u.. everyone is blaming me. All at once. Thank you people. I really needed all that for my leave.

And to you, im blogging coz i want to and thats my problem. Its not for u to use it against me each time we fight. Grow up please. Just so u know, that sentence was very hurtful.

A particular song reminded me of us and it got me thinking...

Why cant everyday be like how it used to, when just a smile could send a shiver down my spine?

I remembered how meeting u would feel like a challenge to me for i had to use all my strength to stand upright, to keep my hands steady even when my heart was trying to squeeze itself out of the cavity, or to put on a thick layer of blusher just so u cant see me blush. Im not saying all those excitments have vanished. Im still very much in love with him :) but its just not as intense. Is it because we are getting used to each other?

I envy those elderly couples who would walk side by side holding hands or give each other a look which only the two of them could understand. I would question myself; how could they maintain that relationship with such strong bond? Has it occur to u before?

Bear in mind, this entry has got nothing to do with me having problems with him. Its just out of curiousity.

I want to make everyday, like its the first!

nga minggo chitte!