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hey..gt ma net back bt still ma msn cnnt use. shyt sia..can any1 help me..? hmm... dunno wads wif me todae..wasnt maself..mayb ma mind was sumwer else.. if em not doing anything, i'll start dae dreaming and hes on ma mind.. damn.. why..? hmm.. wen i was having band pract, lina msg me to tell dat shes wif him..of coz wif sum oder fwens.. dey met coincidentally..haiz..how i wish i cud b der but as i said..its meant to b dat way.. for me not to meet him.. plz lah diana..wake up will u...! hmm... saw our new band u juz now..ok lah.. not dat bad..luv da guy's band u.. mr yea, instructor of anderson sec came ova juz now.. he tuk us(da brazz) wer as mr png went to his skul to tackle da woodwinds. it was fun lah..hes a funny guy.. managed to learn sumthing frm him esp fer BRS. syf is in 12 daes tym..omg.. we r da 57th band.. b4 us is coral sec..after us is boon lay sec.. and ders yuhua in our session.. damn.. nvm.. we'll do our best..! am i gonna go on lyk dis..? wen am i gonna stand up on ma two feet again? hmm...hopefully tym will heal da wound.. hey2..wow..one wk of holdz juz passed lyk dat.. sad to say..ma dad passed away on monday, 14th march 2005..well..em sad and everything bt em cool.. bn crying practically everydae during da holz..bt i hav to be strong..now hav to take gd care of mama.. pity her lah.. she feel da loss da most. i wudnt wanna bring tears to ma eyes..so i wun explain everything.. juz to inform ma fwens who r reading dis lah.. so yah.. din go out, din do any revision, din go fer band camp, din take ma eng and malay orals fer mid yr and prelim..all i did was to stay at home and clean da house..lepas maghrib, kenduri.. 10pm..ppl started leaving da house..and again.. clean up da mess.. haiz..i mizz ma late father so much..i din gt to take care of him as much as ma mom and kakak did wen hes been hospitalised fer 2 months 2 daes..ok..lemme summaries wad happened..: on monday,14th of march 2005..at abt 5:45am..da hospital called..saying dat ma dad was critically ill..and asked us to go ova.. 5:55am..dey called again..dis was wad da nurse said to mama: " cik, cik kene dtg skg.. pakcik sakit kuat..saye rase pakcik da tkde".. after hearing doz werds.. we were so shocked.. den off we went to tan tock seng hosp.. 15 mins ltr.. we took da lift to ward 10D.. wen we reached der..abah was alr gone.. his face was so pale..bt his hands were still hot.. kirekn baru jugak lah.. mama cudnt take it. rase terkilan kerana tidak berada di sisi arwahnye pada saat2 yg terakhir.... kesian mama.. hopefully mama can move on wif her lyf and learn how to b independant..coz arwahnye yg slalu do everything...send her anywer.. everytym i recall da things dat ma late dad said..leterannye..senda guraunye and wad he did fer us.. i juz cudnt hold back ma tears..i miss him so much.. hes gone at d age of 51..allah lebih menyayanginye.. kite redha..tp tulah..we hav to b strong and can juz pray and doakan utk arwahnye... so ppl..treasure ur loved ones wen dey r still alive as u will regret if dey r gone.. how bad dey r to u..let say if dey dun understand u or control u..juz bear wif it.. esp our parents.. treasure dem.. love dem more den u love urself..dun take anything fer granted.. em speaking based on experience. to doz who r smoking..STOP..coz dey can take ur lyf away..lyk how dey took ma dad's lyf away.. make dem ur hatest foe.. plz..if u dun love and care fer urself..at least care fer ur family..dats ma advice.. its up to u ppl to decide... syf is in 21 more daes.. ours will be on da 12th of april..4th session, 4th band.. ard 5:30pm.. lets werk towards our goal.. all da bez changkat band..i noe u can do it..fwens.. do cum down and support us ok.. thanx.. alritey den..till here i guess.. going hm soon.. i'll update more wen i hav da tym.. luv u all... muah.. anyway..HAPPY 17th BURFDAE MA LARHLING LINA..*winkz* hey..em at lina's place..amazing eh... fers tym seh.. ermm.. since 4 pm and now its 8pm.. 4 hrs at her place..we sure gt lots of stuff to write..esp wad we've bn thru.. da strange thing is dat..we hav similar prob.. similar feeling and stuff.. well at least ders sum1 who understand wad em going thru.. really appreciate her presence and all da help i gt frm her even thou we juz noe e/o fer lyk wad.. a yr only..nvm... em so near his place..is he at hm..i dun think so..he din reply to ma msg..i shudnt hav msg him sia... bbrrr.... nvm.. going hm latr.. so yah.. good bye.. hey...well.. i gt nothing bttr to do..suppose to study fer ma ct..having chem test tmr bt i dun care.. em bored lah..so lonely if i go home..no one to entertain me.. ders no special sumone fer me and ders nothing fer me..ok im toking crap.. well..dun feel lyk blogging lah.. see ya.. |
