I came up with the idea of not meeting. He obviously disagree with it, up till today. Its only been 3 days and im already giving up. Stubborn as i am, i refused to meet. :( Yea yea, im such an idiot, i know. But lets look on the bright side. Im missing him, alot.. And each day, im falling deeper than yesterday. People say, absence makes the heart grow fonder. We'll just have to find out if its true.. :)

Why did i even bother voluntering myself for the talk, was beyond me. Like juliana, i had to drag my ass to NSC on saturday. Wait, i'll rephrase that. I had to drag my ass to NSC on my OFF day! The talk was alright, i guess. But those few made my day. If its not for them, i could have fallen asleep. At least they make me laugh and stay awake. haha.. Ouh, i saw my friend, unexpectedly. But he couldnt recognised me initially. Thanks eh shufi.. -roll eyes-

I should have taken the bus to geylang. If its not for that woman, i would still have 3 digits in my account. The funny thing was, we blamed each other and we said the exact same thing at the exact same time with the exact same tone. How annoying. haha.. Nevermind. Pay day, come soon. :)

I kept telling him that one month wont be long for us not to see each other. But am i lying to myself? Im already missing him.. :(

I haven't seen that smile on your face for years. I saw it today. When i did, i realised, i never visualised u with a smile. And ive missed it. Ive missed that look. Ive missed that comforting smile. But most of all, ive missed u.. And today, i cried. Over the shoutings and the screamings of the grandson u never got to see, ive shed tears for u, wishing u could still be here with me...

Ive found someone, and he smell just like. I cant help but to snuggle up to him and thought it was u.

I should have savour those little moments left with u, but i didnt. Coz i thought u will always be there. I thought wrong and only got myself to blame.

Im sorry, abah.

Yey, my internet's back.

Will be back to complete the template.

Later...