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Im in school library using shane's lappy since he's having lecture now. I was supposed to have one hour tut but the tutor sum everything up within 10 mins. So im having 1 1/2 hrs of 'freedom'. Can u believe it! ICA's in a few weeks time. On wk 6, i'll have one and wk 8, another. Then exams and all.. ARGH! ITS MOVING TO FAST! Sister's getting married in 2 weeks time and i've yet to get da music and dance done! Dear GOD, can i have the permission to take control of the time instead? I have so much to say but i cant. I miss changkat band! very much... i miss my sec sch friends. OK bye!
omg.. u have no idea how frustrating it was not able to sign in into blogger.. damn irritating.. and i had to write whatever that happened on a piece of paper.. super old school lah. Anyway.. had been busy during the hols.. for the past 2 wks or so, had been helping changkat band with their syf pieces.. well, they obtained bronze and im stil proud of them coz they did well, except for my dear section.. hahha.. but i've forgiven him.. hahha.. oh, this year's standard's damn high lah.. and very unpredictable.. There are schools that are suppose to get GWH or G, got silver or bronze.. can u believe that. And some schools that u think they played 'ok' kinda thing, got G! OMG LAH! anyways, i love my band and i just love my band. hahha.. gonna miss them. Oh yah, malay dance got silver.. yey! Has been in-no-mood period.. mom nags nonstop, he's not ok and dont wish to vent his frustration on me and so he distant himself which i dont really like.. but knowing him, he's like that whenever he has that problem. so i think i should stay away though i kinda miss him badly but what can i do.. hmmm.. Cried again coz cant take the pressure at home. how i wish dad could still be here with me.. School's starting on monday and i hate it coz i have long hours in school.. so not looking foward to it. Think i nd to have a boyfriend so i wont think much of him.. those kinda things like.. how is he doing.. is he ok..should i go and talk to him..that kinda stuff.. i dont wanna trouble myself thinking of him but whenever i miss him.. i'll do just that. and now.. i miss him terribly. i miss the old him. just that he's in no mood to communicate.. ARGH! and so, getting a boyfriend could distract me..BUT how can i get one! omg.. nobody wants me and im very choosey.. and there's lots of stuff to handle when ur in a relationship and that sucks. I dont know what i should do now...
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