I seriously need to lose some weight! I need to run! i've not been running since i left netball.. that's like.. months ago? before polite! OHNO! I've shed some during fasting month but the celebration made me gain back the weight i've shed eventhough i thought i've been controlling my intake. And i have people telling me im chubbier now than a few weeks ago and i think my butt has grown bigger. Seriously! Im not being paranoid! SHIT!!! ok, i swear i'll run SOON!



I hate going to school. I enjoy the learning but i hate the need to absorb all the facts into my not-really-functioning brain. Its bloody tiring! And i hate the projects and meetings and deadlines and presentations and EXAMS! oh, and attachments too. boohoo..



I cant wait to meet gf on friday!!! YEY!!!

oh, thanks selina, for the day.

Seriously, now that i've mentioned it, i came to realise that i have sooooo many kids around me! There are babies everywhere and 3 to come. I love them!

Can the O's end faster? So i can have the people im missing back? please! And i miss my GF!!!!!
nafis lutfi


sarah adlina


marsha qistina



aiman (he used to be thin, i swear)

i told u..


yusri (love the eyes and dimples on both cheeks)


sarah


nadhrah


deprived childhood


hahahahaha!


I MISS HER!!!!!


One minute everyone's holding hands. The next minute everyone's growing apart. What's this? Somehow, im glad im not in a relationship. I mean of course there are times i wish im in one but when come to think of it, its just a waste of time. Why invite those troubles when u can have a peaceful life? I mean at least u dont have to think of the other party or 'why is he not calling me' or 'when can we meet' or 'im so mad at him' or 'great, now im jealous' and the worse thing would be 'oh man, im missing him already'. Sucky feeling i tell u. I cant afford to feel sad. I just want to keep on smiling and let my heart bloom.

BUT i miss having the feeling of knowing that someone is thinking of me, missing me and loving me. I miss the excitment upon meeting him, seeing the glow on his face when he smiles or simply by just saying 'hi'. I'll melt, for sure. hee...

BUT then again, why would i wanna have a boyfriend when i have my friends? Just as long as im with the right company, nothing else matters. :)

So, stop asking me why im still single coz there's no reason why i shouldnt be.. 'diana? still single? unbelievable!' Well, believe it! :)

Rafta, Raudhah and myself had some kind of telepathy going on. Yesterday, 3 of us wore grey and today, green! I certainly feel awkward to walk next to each other whenever that happens. Its like as if we planned on which colour to wear. Its worse when Rafta and i wear the exact same top but different colour or same colour but different top. That ALWAYS happen. Grrr...

marsha qistina


aaawww..
amira,marsha,sarah

firdaus..u should check out his lashes!





OH! I saw him! And him! Gosh, its been awhile.. im glad i went there :)

First week of school has been fine, i guess. Apart from the long hours on monday and thursday, i thought the rest was kinda relaxing. But bear in mind, its just the first week. Obviously its just introductions for most tutorials. Though its only the first week, i can already feel the stress im about to face. Has been confirmed, ICAs on the 5th, 7th, 9th week, skills theory's on the 6th and im sure there's more. :( Oh, did i mention that my timetable's kinda sucky? No? Ok, now u know. Its HORRIBLE! I hate it! I hate it! I hate it! Im mentally exhausted by the end of the day everyday and because of that, i've no mood for hari raya which equals to less money. Boohooo!








im not vain ok!



Oh, shout out to all 'O' LEVEL takers esp to Edwin, Don, Ella and not forgetting, Nadiyah! All the best for the upcoming major exam. Endure for another few weeks and u're done! Never give up. Believe in urself and have the confidence to go through this phase of ur life. Come what may, keep ur head high coz u know u've tried ur very best. Oh, u have to do ur best. Or u see that foot up there? Yes, i'll kick u with that!

I'll be praying for u.. :)


Honestly, it didnt feel like Hari Raya this year. Fasting month was way too fast. And the atmosphere for the celebration wasnt there. I dont know. Maybe its just me. Another year without my dad but we have a new member to the family. I miss him. It has only been 2 years but it seems like forever. Lets just pray for the best... Enjoy! :)



as usual..
darling cousins..
marsha qistina!

world's best aunty! :)

in the van..



School's starting tomorrow and i hate the way they arranged the timetable. 11-8? On every monday? Are they serious? Give me a break man...


Selamat hari raya to all! :)


Oh oh, sneek peek of my room..


ok bye!