Well, history repeats itself. How can i not see it coming. Ok, maybe i did but why did i let it be? I would love to say, " do NOT in any circumstances come into my life ever again". but its not fair. I dont know how true those words are but for now, i'd love to just put it at the back of my head.

I hope the interview goes well.

I want to start a whole new life but im not sure if im confident enough.

I think im not a happy girl afterall.

And i miss my dad.

HELLOOOO! :)


Too many things have happened, i dont even know where to start..

-Ive ended my PRCP. Alhamdulillah, it went well. Love the ward. Great people to work with. I dont mind going back to that ward. :)
-Amsyar's 1st birthday was fun. Many thanks to gf and her bf for the pictures. Amsyar is sooo adorable, i bet u guys wanna bring him home. Im serious.

-I would love to go out and work BUT ive to take care of Amsyar since we sent Kani home, like FINALLY! So now, im Amsyar's full time nanny. How depressing. I can only go out and enjoy myself at night or when there's someone to take care of Amsyar. What makes u think i would want to bring him around? I'll look like a teenage mom! There goes my chance of getting a bf. YES, im STILL single. whoopedoodeedoo...

People come and go. Though we may have misunderstandings in the past, i dont hold any grudges, so yea, i still welcome people back into my life eventhough i was hurt like crazy.


My condolence to Joey. Stay strong honey.


Well, its 2350hrs and im still at gf's place. Bye!
Till then.. keep smiling... :)