And so my question has been answered. Why must i know the truth? The feeling's terrible ok! I should have just follow my instinct. It wouldnt be so bad if i did. Why am i still clinging on u? Damn diana... u are so stubborn!!! But it cant be helpd... Oh please help me......

U d0 l0ve me. But i d0nt kn0w h0w u define 'l0ve'. S0 i w0nt expect anythng. Im 0verj0y n0w but im afraid my heart will be stabbed again.. What sh0uld i d0?

I have been thnking 0f u alm0st everyday. I cant get u 0ut 0f my mind. N0w that we are n0t kinda 'in go0d term', i miss u terribly. Mayb i sh0uldnt have said that. Mayb i sh0uld just shut up my gap. Im s0rry my dear. Please f0rgve me b.

I'll be getting my results in an hour's time. That fast huh? Im damn scared ok to be honest. I cant think straight. At work i didnt play much with the kids. Oh, work today was tiring. Mdm linda didnt come. So i have to be their so called "form teacher". Its scarey ok. Such a big class. 19 of them. And im alone. And im not used to this class. But i think i did well. I managed to settle them down and even did the activity of the day. They love the song hokey pokey and we dance twice with that song and its freaking tiring ok. Anyhow, im proud of myself. Thanku thanku.. but i didnt get to be with my favourite classes. Oh well, MY HEART IS POUNDING LIKE MAD SINCE YESTERDAY. Like really pounding lah... No joke ok. And if later they will distribute the results according to reg num... then i die first. Coz im the first person for God's sake!!!!! Im petrified!!!!!!! Oh GOd, please help me pass....!!!

My comp's still down. Darn! And im having running nose. Double Darn! Why oh why is it happening to me....!!!!!

Valentine's coming and i have no date. Triple darn! hahha.. Nah, im not into relationship now. Strange but true coz there's once i was desperate for a guy. But come to think of it, its a waste of time and everything. Not being in a rship saves me from all the troubles, worries, sadness bla bla bla.. I don't need anyone as long as i still have my baby with me. Hehhe..Go on.. guess who's he...

Working with kids and coaching the girls is a hard work ok. Trust me. I'll be exhausted by the time i reach home every mon, wed and thurs. Dont mess with me on those days or i'll cut off ur head. Believe me.. I will.

Results gonna be out real soon. Im not prepared...


Happy belated Han Wen...