I swear teaching that boy is just so URGH! Im not surprise if one day i were to vomit blood. Please eh DON! Do READ! and UNDERSTAND! Not blindly skim through and okay, u're done. I dont mind doing that paper all over again just to have u get those facts into ur head. Now i know that i shouldnt believe u when u said u've studied, if that's how u study, especially ur chem. FOCUS!
Being around those who are mentally unstable for almost a week has thought me how precious life is. Its not a matter of life and death. Its just that its not worth living day by day when u dont know what's real and what's not. Im not saying being mentally unstable is better off dead. Im just saying its a pity if u cant live life to the fullest.

Im aware that the society is still stigmatising these abnormal minority. Why? They arent any different from us. Instead of pushing them away like some dirt, we should help them. Ok, i know i sound like just-because-ur-a-nurse-to-be...like-whatever. But honestly, u wont know the feeling unless ur there with them. I think all these problems occur when u dont know how to manage ur stress properly. So people! Manage them wisely. Speak to a friend u trust coz letting it out is way better than to keep it to urself. Tell them how u feel. It may be difficult for some, due to ego or embarassement but i think that's the best way to not let ur mind go haywire.

And ive learnt that being there for them is just what they need. Quote by her"...without all of u, i'll get lonely and when im lonely, i'll get more depressed, cos i'll start thinking..." Let's not forget, ur SMILE plays an important part, for it can brighten up ones' day. Its true when they say that a smile weighs more than a laughter.


Thank you, for making me smile :)

This is the second mural i did. Gf wanted a floral theme but i think its more to butterfly now. She did her part too coz its her room. 8 hrs to complete. Im amazed. :)

HAHAHA! I think she looked like a retard! HAHA!! sorry gf! love u!
my side
her side





yours truly..

Im glad she's happy with it. Now i hate my wall. Sunset? Haha.. whatever.

Happy 16th Birthday my darling Crystal! :)


What's with these people? Met mama and shopped for groceries today and there's at least 7 people approached me with dfferent intentions. And guess what? Ok, i know, nothing's new but its still annoying! ALL and i mean ALL of them spoke to me in mandarin. I even had one of them offering sample food. What's up with that? And i know im being such a bitch to say," Sorry, im fasting" but try having people doing that to u on a hot and tiring day. And u know what's more annoying? MAMA laughed at me everytime it happened. Thanks ar ma.. grrrr..

Ouh, being aware that 99% of the tailors wont take in anymore orders, i just plead them to have my tube dress ready for first day of hari raya. If im lucky, i'll be able to wear them on the first day. Aunty pauline, please do it for me!!!!

Bad news people. I took the measurement for the dress and i've lost 1 inch around my bustline and waist BUT NOT my butt!ARGH!!! I NEED to reduce that.

Did a mini project with gf for her room. And im amazed with the outcome. I think she purposely didnt want to sent me the pics so as not to post them here coz maybe that lil cousin of hers will see. Its supposed to be a surprise, i guess. GF!! I want the pics lah! PLEASE!

I need to read! i want to read! Can somebody accompany me to the library? I miss the excitement each time i read. I want to laugh. I want to cry. I want to feel loved. And when i read raudhah's blog and she mentioned about reading, i'll get jealous!!! Stop it eh roda!

I miss rafta!!!! AND i bloody miss my baby lah!!!!!! I need a hug!

Happy belated birthday brother and Happy birthday brother in law! :)

KK obs posting was fine, i guess. Apart from working in the nursery, everything else was boring. Today was funny. There's a conflict or an arguement among the staffs. Kinda cute if u ask me. Oh well, now that everything's over, i can get my beauty sleep especially after 'sahur'. Imagine waking up at 0445am to eat and take ur shower right away and then rush to catch that stupid bus 67 which didnt stop even after we pressed the bell. Ok, it did stop but that driver just opened the back door(long bus) and just because we didnt stand at the door, doesnt mean he doesnt have to open the door, right?!! So, on our last day of work, in the MORNING, me and raudhah stopped 2 stops away and took the bus back to kk. How idiotic. We were lucky to be still on time.

Personally, I find this posting useful since my annoying sister is pregnant. Learned a few basic stuffs. And im good with the babies! Talking about babies, i dont understand how some people can just give away their newborn child. Dont they feel attached to them? Of course they have their reason for doing so but the thought of carrying the baby for 42 weeks and after a few minutes of being together after the baby is born, u give him/her for adoption, isnt that sad? That particular baby is so adorable with a dimple on both cheeks and the mother is so freaking gorgeous lah! What a waste. Oh well, lets just say she thinks for the baby's future.

Im not proud to say this but most young mothers are malay. As young as my age or even younger. And here i am, still studying, forcing to educate myself so i could get a stable job. Not saying that im outdated or something. In fact, im on the correct path. We all are. Its just sad to see these kinda things are happening. We should enjoy our youth in a healthy way. Agree?

So people, think before doing something that u know u'll regret. Do not be impulsive! THINK!!




the placenta


Thank you for visiting! :)
ouh yah, i passed my exams!!! And ive improved!!! i can now have my well deserved break.
get well soon baby! :)

How often do u get to hold babies in a day? And i mean a few hours or one day old kinda babies? Well, i just did! And im so loving it. Too bad i cant be in the nursery everyday. Seriously, i would never have thought that i'd be one of those nurses being in the nursery, taking care of all those tiny babies. Im glad i chose nursing :) Having that tiny, delicate, fragile 'lil thing' in ur arms.. it really felt awesome. And i found 'my love'. We call him Twin no.1. The second twin is a girl. Lucky parents!

thats why i fell in love with him..

Did i mention that my phone's abit retarded? All i can is white screen. The colour is fading. So, i have difficulty messaging. I think i need a new phone. Mama.. please!

Please take care of urself. Dont make urself fall ill again..! :)

Miss u..


I was TOTALLY UNGLAMOROUS during the camp. please excuse me.. :)
Band camp was TIRING! But i had fun. Being the video woman, i found myself not in the picture most of the time. Boohoo. All u could hear is my annoying voice, either talking to others or explaining to the video camera. I think, for a first timer, the alumni did a wonderful job in organising this camp. Its hard for sir to trust us in handling this event all by ourselves (he didnt even stay overnight. even the teacher was shocked) but i think he neednt worry anymore. :)

I wish i could tell u what happened during the camp but im just too tired. Let the pictures do the talking. I have to return the rented vcd at tampines tmr morning before going off to batam at 1pm, which i really dont feel like going. Wait, I dont want to go but was forced to. Attachment is starting on monday and im posted to KK! So far...!!! I need to rest! ARGH!

Met him for awhile and i think thats the chattiest side of him ive seen so far. Good, keep it up!
http://herdna.multiply.com/photos/album/78/Band_Camp_07
Pictures of the band camp! Enjoy!

Goodnight!

"...there is nothing special about me, i am just a little star..."
"...cause in the dark of the night you're all i can see and you sure look like a star to me..."

thank you :)

HOT! TIRING! MADNESS!

We've been busy since the moment we entered that territory. Worked nonstop and the weather wasnt helping much. Freaking hot lah! I felt like im a fruittarts factory. All i did was to fill in the custard and decorate with different types of fruits and within 10 mins, its all gone. Imagine having the tray coming to you in every 10 mins? How stressful. Those tarts were like hotcakes man.. Seriously madness.. They were guys but i was too busy to even look at them. Ok, maybe i looked at them but i wasnt attracted. Too young or too mat. HAHA.. Aliff was there but i dont go gugugaga..Whatever. So much for wanting to be glamour. Yea right! I cant even keep my hands clean.

Super duper exhausted.. thank u.







That's the bunglow, overlooking the sea.

I just had to take this, though i looked stupid. I was TIRED ok!

I have never been to a wedding at changi chalet. Today was my first. No doubt the place has a beautiful scenery as a back drop but the location wasnt convenient for people with and without a car. For those without cars, they really have to take the cab coz the chalet is placed quite deep inside and for those with cars, there's a limited space to park. There's not even a parking space ok, just a drive way. So if u are the first to park, most probably u will be the last one to leave.

My aunt's bestfriend's daughter got married and my family was in charged of the desserts. And our dessert corner was awesome! Ps* pls dont salivate! :)



in the making...



i did those tarts! and we had strawberries dip in choc, muffins, traditional kuehs, brownies...
these pictures were not editted.. natural beauty..



somehow, i looked younger :) agree?







HAHA!

goodnight!