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i realised, every entry that Rafta posted, there must be 'Diana' in it. If its a 'thank you' message, im deeply touched. Otherwise, she'd be criticising me or just trying to make me look bad. Either way, thanks for remembering. Im just looking foward to reading the next entry. Should i be thanking u for thanking me? Or have u already know that i greatly appreciates whatever u have done? Please say u do know coz i wont wanna write those long 'thank you' message again. hahah! Im very sincere OK! A hectic week, no doubt. Napfa test was initially scheduled for us in week 14 but on the 25thjun(wk11), we were told to have our test taken on the following day. @#$%$^$$^!!! All of us were super unprepared and worse of all, im SICK! Wednesday night, i stayed up all night to finish up the slides and only got to bed at 4am. After 2hrs of sleep, i attended the 8am lesson. At 12noon, we had our presentation. By 4.30pm, most of us were already attired for napfa. I did the 5 stations with ease and managed to gather 20 points. 2.4km run was #%#$%@^!!!! At one point, i stopped breathing. Or rather, my airway was blocked. Running while having flu is really not a good combi. Yes, i FAILED!!! For the first time, i failed my 2.4km run. Super disappointed but i kept reminding myself that im sick and its ok coz at least ive tried. Could have gotten Gold.. :( Im still sick, body aching and its frustrating to not able to shit everyday. Im surprise i could easily think of u now without having the urge to kill myself for being too late. Im glad. :) Im surprise that the contemplation really helped me in bracing myself up and made me realised what i want. Im glad. :) Im surprise u had that dream and hope it could turn out as what your dream showed. Trying hard to get us in contact is seriously, 'what-were-you-thinking-ika!' But im glad u did coz now i have another friend who managed to make me smile. Life may not be perfect but im happy with what i have, for now. OH NO!!! Rafta is becoming one of them. Selina too! What have u done to my couple-hater friends? Am i like the only one sane here? HELP!!! Yes, Within 48 hours, i received two news, of which have the same content. HUH!!! Can i now use my couple-hater gun and direct it at the both of u? Oh man, especially Rafta, DRASTIC change eh! Look at her blog! I need a bucket please. :) Ok fine. Nonetheless, im happy for the both of u to finally meet and be with someone nice. At least u get to feel loved. Now, shut up! While im trying to adjust. haha! Can u believe that today's my last day of holiday? Crap! I thought there's still another week? NO? Damn...! Latest update! Im SICK! AGAIN! I thought i fell sick just recently and today i woke up with itchy mouth, inside-out. Yes, i have a strange way of falling sick. First, my throat will sore, then my whole mouth will itch. i wont be able to talk coz each time i did, the itch got worse, then phlegm starts to form -----> FLU! I can hardly swollow my saliva NOW! Oh! How could i forget! We had our third Epiphany yesterday. And i have to say, it was unexpectedly good. Initially, a few of us worried for the members and the repertoire, what's with sir having gout with crutches and wheelchair on standby. But yesterday was wow! Maybe we had a group of strong alumni to help. Of course, the members did a great job as well. And i love this group of majors/leaders. They are so united and hardworking and humble and respectable. Two thumbs up!       Im missing Selina Heng too! :) and you.  Look at how much we've grown! Yea yea, he looked stupid, i know. Still is. HA HA! :) Im so glad we are still friends after all these years. 16 years and still counting... It was a random thought of Rafta's to go over Botanic Garden just to satisfy that unspoken feeling. From then on, we went super duper excited even at the thought of it. So the idea was to dress up like a girl, and i mean, super duper girly, with dresses and shades, lay a matt and enjoy the breeze and scenery. Photo taking is a MUST! Yea, like what's new huh. :) Spent 2 hours over at botanic garden, dinner at cine and bus-ed home. But i had fun. Oh! There's this group of caucasian asking me to help them with a group photo taking and with a sweet smile, i agreed. After capturing a good shot, one of them asked a very random question, "would u like to have a picture taken with my friends?" -a moment of silence plus everyone was looking at me and as u can imagine, they ARE tall- Eventually i said "no, its ok, thanks". How embarrassing! But i should have taken man! Darn! haha.. oh, did i mention they are oh-so-gorgeously-hot! Double darn. At least there's something to annoy the other two for a few minutes. Wahuahua! I dont know why but i kept fumbling on my words and GF just had to spot my mistakes, even when i thought she couldnt hear them. "...bodyguard instead of dhoby ghaut..." hmm.. what was i thinking? Im contented. Period!                                         Guys my type are all taken. Is this a sign for me to try to search for someone ain't my type? hmmm... Anyhow, thank you SITI NAQIAH and RAFTA ALIYA for brighten up my day. love ya! Will u feel comfortable with having a stranger coming up to u and started talking? Even when u showed signs of not wanting to speak to him? All eyes were on us, mind u. And all i could do was to smile. Its scorching hot to start out with. Wearing a sundress is the most preferable outfit but since im going to school, a cardigan on top would be nice to look somehow decent. Being alone at the busstop and even if i know none of the people around me, when someone give me a smile, i'd return one. Its just a habit of mine. So, when this guy, lets call him 'Weirdo' shall we? When Weirdo, who's a chinese guy, smiled at me before boarding the bus, i returned one and i thought, ok, that's all. The vertical seat in the bus is the most uncomfortable seat ever invented. I sat there and unfortunately, he sat diagonally to me. I slept through 3/4 of the journey and when i woke up, he's still there. And when the person next to me got up, Weirdo shifted and said, "nice watch". I turned, looked at him and smile, again. And then he started talking which i pretended i didnt hear n REFUSED to look at him but he just had to wave his hand right infront of my face! And all of u could have guessed, i FREAKED OUT! Well, who wont? He was asking if im from NYP and thought if im in design but got shocked when i said im a final year nursing student. huh? What's so shocking about that? AND THEN he complimented me. "...i like your style, the way ur dress matches the cardigan and shoes and bag. but ur watch is 'sporty' which make u look ladylike yet sporty..." (get this right! im not trying to say im good in fashion or whatsoever. That was what he said, word for word!) AND he was using his hands to point here and there and whatnot. I had a mini audience for that moment. And i think they could see my expression that i didnt want to talk to him. The person opposite me was smiling. Thanks eh! Afterwhich, i busied myself with call after call, trying to avoid having a conversation with him and u know what he said? "... i think u are uncomfortable having a stranger talking to u..." DUH!!!! Still had the cheek to even mention that? Thank goodness Rafta called! And soon after, he alighted. Phew! ok, on a lighter note, never return a smile to a weird looking stranger. Im serious! Went for Kak Nor's chalet yesterday with the usual gang which at one point, were high on LG. Oh, that was somehow bothering but its nice. Glad u did it. Though tiring, a night out with them is always nice. Watched Kung Fu Panda with Selina. There's quite a number of funny scenes but at the end of the movie, for that one second, we forgot all of it. And as usual, the bus ride home was basically picture taking time. Oh! And i still havent watch the Sex and the City!!! My stress level is gonna increase. Found out from today's meeting that all 3 groups will have to combine our projects and form one programme for NYP students and secondary school students. Working within my class was tedious enough, whatsmore with 2 other classes. Please let it be easier and fun! Once in a while, its good to hear things that u dont wish to hear. It will just make u realise and not live in that non-existing fantasy world. A friend sacrificed his time to just be there for me at 1am, eventhough he was tired physically and mentally. I thank him for that. To be able to listen and to put me out of my misery eventhough its difficult to even try to open the eyes, whats with the infection and the gentle breeze. And again, i thank him for that. The company was very much needed. Likewise, that familiar scent... still lingering... HAPPY 27th BIRTHDAY KAKAK!!! U're OLD!!! Face it! (according to the actual time, its already the 13th. Blogger is retarded!) All in one day, i travelled to four places. First stop was to Changi Airport, to send darling gf off. She went for a study trip with a group of people from her course to PARIS!!!!! That lucky bitch! I went there alone, feeling excited, nervous as well as sad. It seemed like she brought her whole family down. Parents, sister, uncles, aunties, cousins bla bla bla and of course, there's me. Funny how her parents are so protective and always worrying whenever she's not home by 10pm, but allowed her to be with her friends all the way in Paris. Hmmm... Oh well.. She is soooo enjoying herself now while im stuck here doing nothing. Come home soon!! Its just been a day and im missing u already. I'll be expecting a guy for me when u return! haha..
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