My sister, finally shifted. I swear that was the hardest thing to do then. Trying to put up a brave, happy front, when all i wanted to do was to drag my sister home. Having amsyar saying,' i wanna go home' when he was already at his new home, didnt help either. I held back my tears when my brother in law drove me home. Awhen i went back to the empty house, i broke down. I missed my sister like crazy. Everyday. Up till now. But im happy that shes happy. On the bright side, i am always welcome to stay over. She would even give me a spare key so that i can go over anytime. :)

I miss playing in the band. I miss the music. I miss the people. I miss the practices and performances. I miss blowing that instrument even if im not good at it.

I miss everything about my past. Why do i have to grow up? hmmm..

For the first time, i fell in love with a cat. I dont hate cats ok. I just dont like it coming close to me. But this particular cat is different. Im drawn towards it. But i dare not touch it. haha.. But looking at it made me happy. Maybe i should reconsider, now that theres no one at home...

Oh, and i passed my TP on 5th july, on my late dad's birthday. I think he was watching over me. Thank you abah..