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guess wad...???i woke up VERY late juz now..i had a dream..bt nt too sure wad was it abt..den ma pillow fell off da bed..i was awaken by dat.. den i tried to close ma eyes..bt den again..i opened and quickly looked at da tym..its 0900am..!!! den i tot fer a min..'wad dae isit todae?' arghh... its tues..i hafta go to skul...!den i msg ma fwens.. dey din reply..except fer lina..wic was da devil fer da dae..pestering me not to go to skul..so dat we cud go out..u notty2 gurl..!! i dunno wad came over me..i suddenly tot of going to skul..strange..ppl usually fergt abt skul and go back to slp..bt me...nO..i seriously tot of going to skul..i juz missed 1 lesson..wic was mt.. wasnt dat important..so i took ma shower..still unsure whether to go or nt..bt once i reached ma room..i changed to ma skul u..ok..i tot..i'll go... cabbed to skul..coincidentally..da driver was a former student of changkat..and der he goes..telling me abt da past..frm teachers to students..to wadever..i juz din bother to listen.. only dat i hafta kp on smiling coz hes luking at me thru da rearview mirror..urgh..!!! once i reached ma skul..he was still luffing..esp after i said i hafta go to d office.. hmm..shyt sia..ok..thank him and off he went..searching fer da nex passanger..gt to d office..mr tan wasnt der..so cecilia gt me..y oh y...!!! i so hafta listen to her nagging..who da hell she thinks she is..juz a clerk in d office..oh..wadever..! as i said..i hafta listen to her nagging.. bt i juz shut ma ears..and went off after ma latecomer's form hav been signed..wen i gt into dnt werkshop..as expected..ma fwens went..'wah diana...u juz reached ar..daring sia..' and bla bla bla.. wen i said i overslept..der muz b sum1 who said..'eh..den fer wad u cum to skul..go back to slp lah..'..hey..at least em gd ok..attend skul even thou em bloody late..nvm..! den da rest of da dae..went as usual.. oh..had emergncy exercise juz now.. walao..da weather was damn hot and we hafta assemble at da field..gosh..wen i took off ma watch..ders a diff shade of colour to ma skin..dat fast huh..its only abt 20 mins or so..and em abit darker.. whoa.. dats y i hate to go swimming under hot sun..or walk under da sun..i can easily go darker..and i mean darker..not tanner.. after skul..ders no rem fer me..so after a few shots of bball..i went home..at 6 pm..met hudah at tm..to buy fathiah's bdae prezen..din noe wad to buy actually..bt end up buying her a pair of shoe.. dat we tot its nyc..dun think she haf dat kinda shoe..hope she lyks dem.. and ya..lyk ma baby said.. gurls are gurls..i saw dis shoe..tried it on..and pay fer it..haha..aiya..shudnt rush on buying dat shoe coz we saw a nicer one wic cost more or less lyk da one i bought..ders orange...!!! nvm..nex tym mayb..after dat..we had our dinner at LJS..and finally gt home ard 0930..hmm..em afraid i cant wake up again tmr..oh ya..i fergt to mention..in da morn..ard 0915..i koled mama..asked her why she din wake me up..u noe wad he answered..'by skola nari?' i was lyk...huh..ye lah..skola da bukak pe..!!! and der she went..'by sori sori sori..i fergt' and all da shyt..aiya...heck lah..juz waiting fer mr tan to kol fer me..wad else..fer detention lah.. duh..!!! ok den..dunno wad lesson em having tmr..ders a change of tymtable..i haven memories dem..ayte...i hafta cont wif ma mads..its 1230 am now..and i still wanna cont wif ma werk..u noe..em kinda diffrn..if i slp early..i'll wake up late..if i slp late..i'll wake up early..11+ consider early to me..late..erm..ard dis tym.. honestly..ma eyes are closing alr bt..hmm..nvm..i'll see wad i can do after dis..most prob..i'll kp ma wksht and go to slp..yup..guess dats da bes thing .. baby's gonnna gimme a wake up kol tmr..hope i can wake up..no dreams fer me during wkdaes plz.. urgh..!!! nyd..!!!
A long story
Haha..gosh..em so stupid..i fergt dat i've changed ma passwerd.. took all da trouble searching fer da correct one.. haha.. nvm..so ok..i've bn bz dis whole wk..lemme summaries.. on thurs..wen to skul..den watched movie wif lina,naq,ayu and ella..afterwic..i went hm and supposed to b at ma aunt's place by maghrib..bt guess wad..i accidentally slpt ard evening and noone wake me up..so as expected..i woke up ard 9pm..whoa..dats very late.. so ok..went to cik pah's place wif kakak..em putting on da inai fer da bride..hey..em quite gd at it ok..even after so long of nt touching dem..so ok..tot i cud go home dat nyd bt ders sum probs dat only me,efa and da bride noes..so ok..i slept der..i was reluctant coz i dun lyk..nvm.. ders a story bhind it..so ok..da nx morning..wen i woke up..her parents was bz cleaning da house..coz dey wanna welcum their son in a nice environment..he came back fer his mid yr break after examz at perth.. wah..ok..met him bt soon after..i made a move..wen i reached hm..everyone was still slpping..wad d'ya expect..its 7 in da morning.. i tot i juz slept fer 15mins..den mama woke me up..asking me to accompany her to da market..darn.. nk meradang je aku..bt its ok..came bk frm da market..kp da fishes in da freezer and make our way out again..dis tym..to da intre..mama wanna buy stuff at shop and save and ntuc..wah..penat banget deh gue.. gt home..i dunno wad i did.. fergt.. as far as em concern..at nyd..i went to cik pah's place again..help here and der..bt honestly..dat dae..i din help much..sat at da playgrd and tokd to ma baby..went up..den slp..haha..bt dat was ard 1+ am.. nex dae..me and kakak went home ard 0700am to change..coz da nikah was ard 10 am..gt hm..i ironed ma clothes..den asked kakak to do hers..she said she'll wake up at 0830..i slept too..at last bof of us woke up at 9..mati..was in a rush..den..wen we gt der..as in to da masjid..no one was der..aiya..buat penat je..ok..i'll upload da pics sum oder tym k..saturdae was a tiring dae..ders lots of ppl invited fer da wedding.. and its nt buffet style u noe..its hidang..can u imagine..gosh.. run here and der till i spoilt ma shoe..oh mun..!!! its frm 12 noon till 0830 pm..dats a very long tym u noe..we took lots of pics lah..i'll upload wen i hav da tym.. after da whole thing..i juz wanna go home..bt we satyed alil longer..fer a debrief..ard 12+..den we reached hm.. ok..gt up at 0830am on SUNDAE.. awaken by ma baby..coz em afraid if i cudnt gt up..bt i slept fer anoder 15mins..haha..den..ironed ma clothes.. took ma shower..ard 1020am..went out..cabbed to skul..wen i reached band room..most of da ppl hav reached..gd..haha..changed to ma band-t and joined dem..warm up fer a few mins and off we went to jurong bird park..a long journey.. reached der..played at pelican cove..after 45mins of playing..its our mkn tym..after wic..da juniors..sec1-3..did their CIP.. weras da seniors had our tour.. took pics lah..as usual.. i'll upload sum oder tym..togeder wif da wedding thingey.. hmm..i slept da journey hm..pain sia ma butt... den waited fer half an hour fer d oder half..their buz came very late..after da debrief..we went hm..of coz not everyone go hm staight lah..even after noeing dat tmr skul's reopen..haiz..sian ar.. i went hm straight since ma gfs wanna rest.. gt home..bla bla bla... n here i am..blogging.. wah... dis is ma longest entry so far..fer doz who hav bn reading till dis part..so obvious..u gt nothing bttr to do.. hmm..gonna take ma shower now..den prepare ma skul stuff fer tmr..EM SOOO TIRED...!!!! oh yah.. HAPPY BURFDAE ZURAINA..!!! omg..mine will b exactly in a month tym.. 26th july..em waiting fer dat dae mun..!! oh yah..sae jd juz now..bt i din smile..gave him dat stupid luk of mine.. wadever..!!! I HATE U
if i can cry..i'll do it ryd nw... wads wrong wif da ppl ard me..? doz i luk up to..? em juz feeling so sad ryd now..ya..em nt gonna tok to him nemore.. i shudnt haf in da fers place..i've always knew it will b lyk dis sooner or ltr..and now's da tym.. great..!!! em havin dis ugly feeling..all mixed up..angry..sad..lonely..disappointed..all da ugly stuff u can think of..so suddenly..everything's change..i dun even noe y..y am i affected by dis..? honestly..em ashamed of maself..fer being in dis kinda state.. u noe..fer da 2nd tym..after dat fooker dump me..i felt bad..no.. HORRIBLE..! i juz realised hw stupid i was to actually u noe..urgh..! nvm.. i wudnt wanna say out here..i dunno wads da reason bt as far as em concern..we r so nt gonna contact e/o nemore..i dun wanna go thru dis again..NEVER..! doz who r reading dis..u muz b wondering who..ryd? well..u dun hafta noe..juz sum human being dat exist in dis werld.. sickening arse-whole..urgh..! em in no mood fer skul tmr..and i dunno if i hav da mood to watch movie wif lina tmr..i juz feel lyk going sumwer peaceful and release everything der.. all da hatred and sadness..and all da problems..i wanna cry out loud..i wanna go hm wif a peaceful mind..em sick and tired of dis lyf em leading nw..u nvr noe behind dis smile of mine actually holds lots of meaning..hmm.. mayb being single n nt admiring ppl is da bes..bt whos gonna fill da emptiness in me? nw dat hes 'gone'..i hav no one to..u noe..make me feel gd..or sumthing lyk dat..argh..!!i dun care alr lah..so much fer da 'i'll always b der fer u...' i noe i shudnt believe dat in da fers place..in fact..i dun..coz i noe its nt fer real..honestly...alah..go to hell lah..i really dun care nemore.. em so gonna act as if nothing ever happen..em so gonna hate maself fer hating dat person..!!!
ouh man
URGH...!!! he din kol me todae..wow..even ma msgs hav nt bn replied.. strange..bt..nvm..em cool..! lets c da situation tmr..ouh yah..em having kenduri 100 hari tmr..so even if he kols...i wun haf da tym to entertain him...sori.. read lina's blog..gosh..we sounded da same..haha.. great mind thinks alyk huh...!! ya..hope shes getting on well fer dis whole wk.. orientation n all..tk cr ayte gurl.. ok den..i still cant slp..mayb em gonna read ma bk..ders lots more to go..hhehe.. gd nyd..!!!
GO AWAY
gosh...y am i feeling dis wae? am i angry? jealous?sad? bt y shud i..really haf no idea..ok..went to skul juz nw.. had mads and eng rem..bt we din go fer eng..very sian.. so..me, naq, ayu and eng chian went fer band pract since its combined practice.. ok..saw ma lil boy..tot he went fer his bball training..so ok..he kept his werds fer cuming..gd.. hmm... em sick..so keep coughing..had difficulty playing coz i cant breathe properly..ders flame in ma throat..eewwww.... bt nvm..i juz whack..played queen's park melody..wen was da last tym i played dat song? wen i was in sec 2? dat was long..uh huh.. well..lots of high notes..wad d'ya expect..em playing fers horn..lyk duh..!!! ok lah..wen da juniors doing their theory..da sec 4's and 5's went in to da store room and practiced..made lots of noise i tell u..esp wen chow kiat came..urgh..dat lil pest... hahah... so yah..da pract was until 0430pm.. den we had nower to go..naq met her hubby..argh...! menyampah.. hahah..oh yah..i missed da part wen we really gave a gd 'lecture' to hidayu..hope u remember wad we said and think abt it..ya.. and plz..u end it wif yellow...and u really hafta sit down and think..it din end wif green eh..so u bttr stay away frm dat...!!! so ok..walked ard ez pt thou ders nothing much..saw edwin wif simun and camilla..hmmm... dey r always together.. bluek..!!! eh..i hav dis strange feeling..and i hate it..y muz it develope again???ok..i noe..em so lonely... sumtyms..i nd a guy by ma syd..bt sumtyms i dun..urgh..!! bt its an eye sore to see couples ard..wow.. w/o realising..i've bn single fer 7 months...isnt dat cool..? ya..bt no..!! sumbody..help me..!!!!i hate it wen i see him ard wif dem.. bt y shud i? dun tell me i luv him..coz i dun...i mean lyk..hw cud dat b? its impossible..!!! argh..!! nvm..i guess i juz hafta b strong... i dun nd a guy to velidate me..ryd..?ermm..not sure abt dat either..well..at least em grateful to still hav ma gfs ard..bt dats nt da same..u get me..? huh? can u feel wad em feeling ryd now??? do u understand ma situation..? as i said..i wanna haf a bf bt at da same tym i dun wan any..nvm..mayb dos who noes me well will understand..em nt gonna dwell on dis any further.. it juz make me sick..gonna take ma shower lah..'relax diana...!cool down baby..!' ok..em cool...no worries..
Happy Father's Dae
WENS father's dae? i dun even noe..well..mayb bcoz ma fam dun hafta celebrate it nemore..ya..dis yr will b fers in everything..da fers tym em nt having ma dad ard fer any occasions..fers tym nt celebrating father's dae..usually hes da one who make da most noise during father's dae.. hehe..fers tym nt celebrating ma dad's bdae..and ya..i dun even noe hw r we gonna celebrate hari raya dis yr..no one to drive us ard..cant always dpend on ma relatives ryd..i cant and dun wanna imagine wen da dae cums.. ders only mama we hafta apologies to..and em sure mama's gonna cry really badly on dat dae..i think even da begining of fasting month..she'll start crying..i can asure dat..hmmm... gosh..i miss abah so badly..u noe..juz now wen i woke up..mama was watching tv..den she went to da kitchen..ders dis m'sia news..abt dis guy..nt only took care of his children..he also took care of oder 150 children.. aftr da whole interview..as usual..da kids will gather and shout "HAPPY FATHER'S DAE".. and ya..i actually cried..was touched..coz dey remind me of dos tyms wen abah woke up..we did dat too..wish him happy daddy's day and gave him a kiss...hmmm...well..its ok lah..em happy enuf to see oder families celebrating it..thou i dun gt to..u noe..d oder dae..during ma sis's bdae..we took a family photo.. usually..da bdae gurl will sit in da middle..sandwiched by d oder two ladies..and da guys will sit on da arm of da chair...bt d oder.. instead of a dad..its ma sis's bf..wen i compared wif da past yrs pics..dey lukd diff..and dats hw it will b fer da rez of da yrs.. y am i being so emo ryd now..bt tell me whos nt sad wen dey lost their beloved father..? i am..! ok..em nt gonna go on any further.. it will juz make me feel werst.. ayte..i wanna read ma 600+ pgs bk.. nyc.. mumzie bttr not disturb me coz em nt gonna move even if she ask me to do things..bt ofcoz i will wen she start to nag..haha.. Daddy..Happy Father's Dae... Luv u always..
truly sorry..miss u loads
after so long of nt having a conversation wif him..we did at last.. ya.. started off quite gd..dat he actually was touched coz i was nyc to him.. hmmm...was juz an act actually..bt cum to think of it..i think NO...! i really wan to b lyk in da old daes..i dun wan our fwenship to decay..thou its hard fer me..bt em willing to try.. lyk..i noe him fer lyk wad..?? 9 yrs..hello...its almos a decade ok..ya..furthermore..gurls..hes ma..u noe..i cant possible fergt abt him juz lyk dat thou i was hurt..u shud noe hw i think and feels ryd...ya..hate him alot..bt at da same tym..i miss him.. cant deny dat.. hope u guys understand and help me out in any waes.. read our cnversation bk..felt kinda bad abt it..well..wadever it is..i've apologised to him..seems lyk we r fyn now..hmm...aaarrrggghhh...!!!! i hate dis...u noe..feeling..!!urgh..! da modeling agncy koled..em still contemplating whether to go fer da interview..aiya..lets nt waste ma tym..dey wun go fer ppl lyk me..wif no luks and all..so i bttr nt kol dem back.. fyn wif me..aiya..bttr start wif da chores..i haven taken ma breakfast..wow..and its supposed to b lunch now.. ma stomach's grumbling... and i can hear demm.." WE WANT FOOOOD...!!!" hahah..
had fun
i juz gt back..phew..quite exhausted lah..had bn walking..den in da train..ders no seat..so hafta stand..ok..lemme summaries:woke up almos noon..did da chores..took ma shower and was all ready at 0220..i juz wear sumthing casual lah..jeans,t-shirt..put on ma SnK shoe and brought along ma adidas sling beg..casual ryd..ya..so ok..i walked slowly to da mrt station..reached ct hall ard 0310..i juz knew it..i was early..or mayb dat sumbody was late..ok..met benedict fers at ct hall..den nabil came..we took da train towards orchard..bt had a change of plan..went bk to ct hall..den..walked to marina square i think..i dunno..haha..had our lunch at LJS..den off we went to bowl..well.. played one game..bt dat was a gd 1..i gt 108 pts..hmm..ben jus hafta win me by a pt.. darn..nabz..if ur reading dis..i think u nd to practice more..hahah.. em bad..ok..nex stp..to da pool table..well.. dat aunty sux mun..!! giv us dat kinda attitude..who da hell she thinks she is huh..!!! nvm.. i found dat da pool table was rather small..compared to da one i usually played on.. nvm.. ok lah..i gt no strength fer certain shot..haha..nolah..actually..i give face to da guys..if dy lose to a gurl..confirm malu kan..haha.. lyk ben..after he lost to me..he cudnt concntrate any further..haha..ya ya..wadever..!!! well..i paid fer dat..since dey paid fer da bowling.. fair ryd.. den we juz walked ard.. werever our feet brought us.. hmm..den da guys decided to go fer band concert at vch.. go in after da interval.. omg..i nvr did dat b4..cool mun..i wanted to go..bt nolah..ltr mama scold..so ok.. while waitig fer ben's gf to cum..we sat sumwer..near da esplanade lah.. hmm...juz sat and ate our sushi..honestly..i was feeling rather down..esp after zul told me abt sumthing..thou i shudnt care abt it nemore.. wadever..!!! bla bla bla...den dey wanna make a move..so ok..dey headed to VCH..after wic i said gdbye and walked towards da mrt station..nabz wanna send me bt..i wanna b alone..sori ya..juz need to clear sum tots.. so ok...as u noe..i've bn wanting to sit by da river at boat quay at nyd..da scenery and breeze cud juz relax ma mind..sat der fer abt 15-20 mins..den make a move..afraid if mama kol and ask wer i am.. in da train den i realised..ben's Da Vinci's bk was still in ma beg..aiya..so fergtful lah dat boy.. well..em kinda tired lah..and i surely lukd tired..omg..i sure lukd horrible wen em wif dem..nvm..its normal.. on ma way hm..ma baby koled..luckily hes der to accompany me.. awww... haha.. well..gt hm and mama's nt der..she went out..only abg and kak ana..i managed to watch ma chi drama fer half an hour..followed by extreme makeover...and now em blogging..gona take ma shower after dis..!!! oh yah..LINA'S BACK..!!!!!!!!! aaarrrggghhh....finally..after a wk..i cant wait to hear frm her.. miss her loads sia.. ok..bttr gt going now..mama's nagging..aiya.. hehe..hahah
hey..i've juz hang up da fon wif naq..toking abt dis creepy guy..urgh..! i cant stand him..hes weird mun..!!!ok..d oder dae..wen i was out wif ma gfs..dis guy..known as boi..called.. ok..dis was wad he siad.." hello..is dat herdiana?" i was lyk.."ya..whos dat?" he replied.."ouh..em boi..erm.. r u bz?" me-"not really...y?"him-"oh..coz ders sumthing i wanna tell u..em on da bus no.25.. and sumone has sabotage u..dey wrote sum negative stuff abt u and advertise ur hp num.."i was lyk.."ouh..ok..erm.." b4 i cud finish ma sentence..he said"do u wan me to erase dem..?i can do dat.." i was thinking..is dis guy ok..?who wud wanna do dat..da reason was..he always erase dos 'advertisment' he saw on da buz..hes sick man..!! nvr once i came across dis kinda ppl.. so ok..he koled again..saying dat he erased dem..i thank him and dun wish to keep in contact again wif him..ok..bt den everydae hes been koling me..urgh..!!i..as usual.. find excuses..he sounded so..urgh..!!! i dunno hw to sae..and guess wad..em scared.. haha.. i dunno..i'll gt scared fer stuff lyk dis.. dun bother to ask me why.. newaes..he koled again juz now.. luckily ma voice was diffrnt coz i juz cough..so ma voice was kinda deep.. i picked up da fon and said.."hello.." he said.."hello..bleh ckp dgn herdiana?"..and i replied.."dia dlm blik air.." haha..omg..em so bad..who cares..i hafta..i dun wanna tok to him..i dun even noe dis guy..so ok..afta dat..i koled naq..told her.. hmm..guess i nd sum help..can sumbody help me..!!! hw am i gonna tell dis guy nt to kol me again..aftr he did sumthing gd..bluek..!!! nvm.. so ok..wad hav i done todae..woke up ard noon..whoa..i slpt at 3am ok..den did da normal chores..and went out..da gurls came over to ma house fers..den off we went to tamp..walked ard..aiya..skali unexpected..saw dis guy..who luks very familiar..haha. yes nabil..i saw u..!!! omg..i was shocked.. seriously.. dat i think ma eyeballs can pop out..haha..so malu seh.. ma gfs was lyk.."eh..aint dat nabil..he luks kinda diff.."..and yah..sumbody juz hafta say.." hes cute.."hey gurls...dun say dat lah..alamak..!!! can i say..hes not?haha..omg..em so bad..bt hey..i told u.. u luk bttr wif specs.. haha.. i dunno wad he thinks of me..seeing me wearing hm clothes..aiya..heck lah..so ok..me and da gurls went to pavilion..was kinda scared thou..coz da 2 gurls r under age..esp naq.. nvm..we acted cool..haha..i keep reminding dem..luk matured..haha.. den i go and book da pool table lah.. under ma name..so ok..we were unlucky to gt da table nex to da counter..bt nvm..luckily da gurls luked old..hahah... dey played fers...den ma turn..after half an hour..da gurls hafta go..i was lyk.."eh..ade lagi stengah jam seh..syg tau..stay skejap lah.."bt guess dey hav made up their mind..luckily..kairui, hanwen,small alvin and his fwen came at da right tym..dey tuk over da gurls..i stayed wif dem..played till 8pm..2 hrs of game..and em actually kinda gd fer a gurl..wen was da last tym i played? dec? ya..guess so..eh..still gt ma skill..thou its kinda lame..ma speed was very slow bt still da ball goes in..aint i gd or wad..!!!??? haha ..ok..enuf..den i followed da guys..we walked all da way to afga..or 201 or wadver dey koled..den we went seprate waes..dey went to eat prata.. at nyd..dats strange..and i make ma own way hm..ya..reached hm..watched ma chi drma at 9..at 10..eye fer a guy..y she din choose howard?? sad..!!! den here i am..blogging..actually was half wae toking to nabil...ok..gonna kol him now.. poof..!!!
beach
hey..juz gt bk frm da beach..whao...had fun..k... in da morning.. mumzie woke me up..asked me to accompany her to da market..urgh!!! nvm.. being an obedient gurl as always...ceh..haha..i washed up and followed her.. den wen i gt bk..helped her to clear up da stuff.. bt i din hafta help her to cook coz i was forced to go to ma uncle's sister's daughter's wedding..haha..gt it? i ironed ma clothes and kaka's..to save tym.. shes very troublesome... newaes..da place was opp TM.. i brought along ma adidas sling beg..filled wif ma stuff fer da beach thingey..ok..ard 0430pm..i asked permission to leave..so ok..i walked at da intr..wearing baju kurung and carried sling beg..ya..lyk hw i usually caries..cool ryd.. lyk minah kampung rock..haha.. k..reached at naq's place ard 5+pm..was shocked to c a guy in da house.. bt nvm..went to her rum..ayu was slpping..bt i wake her up..heck ar...haha.. bla bla bla..cabbed down to east coast..da breeze was urgh..so nyc..we sat at da water breaker..well..watched da beautiful scenery..ate chips..tuk pics... here dey r..           hmmm....den we waled all da wae out..going towards parkway parade...bt i told dem we cud take da bus frm da opp bus stp..dey agreed..so we reached bdk intr ard 9pm... ltr off we went to tmp..actually to play pool..den han wen msged..dey stpped playing.. so..ok lor..met den and we went fer our late dinner.. den guess wad.. han wen sent me hm..isnt dat sweet of him.. he can choose nt to do dat..coz his house was ard da area wer i boarded da bus frm..and he gt a pckt of fried rice to be sent hm..haha ok cool..aiya..din noe ma fwens r so caring..haha.. well reached home ard 11pm..aiya..tired mun..!!! yum yum..yey
phew..!!! wad a dae.. well..i went to skul as usual.. fers two hrs was mads lesson..gosh.. den we had chem practical.. it was damn tired coz i stood up da whole 2 hrs..da fan was so slow and da heat frm da bunsen burner was terrible.. urgh..!! did 2 practicals.. den dnt..haiz..ma legs cudnt take it nemore..and em so tired and slppy.. rest fer 15 mins at i-corner.. den began ma werk.. only did ma acrylic..dats all.. uh huh..!!! here cums da bes part..as planned..da netballers went to pizza hut at TM ard 4pm.. table fer 8..whoa..quite long lah..and we were lyk in da middle of da restaurant..cool. ok..we ordered 2 sets of lunch D..dat wil; b 4 pizzas,2 jugs of pepsi and sum finger food.. gosh... here are sum pics...        ya..dats sum of da pic we tuk in pizza hut..den we tuk prints..      k...den we went to toy's r us...took pics again..aiya..very lazy to put here lah..ya..den we went seprate ways..gt hm ard 7+pm..yey.. going to da beach tmr...!!! URGH
omg...y am i feeling dis wae...??? em hurt..sad..lonely..moody..!!! urgh..!!! WHY..???!!!! hmmm... y mus i gt angry and disappointed after ni gt to noe abt it..? dun even noe if its true..in fact..i shudnt gt angry at all.. hellooo diana...wake up...!!! cum back to da reality will u..??? hmm... i duno..juz dun hav da mood ryd now.. mayb ma baby din msg much todae...mayb lina's going off soon... mayb i wanna slp... aiya..dunno lah... cant wait to go to da beach dis sat wif ma gurlfwens..em gonna relex ma mind...seriously...hhmmm... eh..u noe wad..?? i think em lonely..ya..dats it..i gt no one mun..i mean..sumone to b bsyd me and all.. sum1 whos der fer me..i envy dos couples out der..happily together.. bt on d oder hand..i dun wanna gt into relationshp...haiz... hate mixed emotions..sux mun..!!! enuf of dis.. gonna iron ma clothes and go to bed...cant take it nemore..!!!
jogging
gosh..i had fun jogging todae.. it feels so gd mun...awesome...haha...wen was da last tym i jogged? hmmm...oder den p.e lesson..cross country was da last tym i really jogged..cool..well..i still hav ma stamina thou...hahah,,,ok..here goes...i woke up at 0630...5 mins latr..lina gave me a wake up kol...hey...em awake ayte...well...at 0710..i left da house...actually..meeting her at 0715..bt as always...em late..haha...0730..reached bedok stadium..luckily she only waited 10 mins or so..sorry ye..hahaso yah..planned to run fer 5 rounds only..dats wad she said..so ok lor..i go wif it.. did sum stretching..org tu step tknk stretch..padan muke kaki da lenguh..haha..ok..fer da fers 200m..lina was leading..i was lacked bhnd coz was taking out ma fon..ma pouch doesnt stay still..so..i hafta take out ma fon frm ma pouch..in order to keep ma fon safe..u noe ryd..ma fon needs tender luving care..or else..ma inbox will b gone..idiot fon..well..abt half of da stadium..lina started to walk..eh cum on lah gurl..starting je smangat.. nex tym cnt lyk dat ar...haha.. i ran passed her..and jogged all da way..i dun lyk to stp coz fer me..if i stp..i'll tend to stp more and get tired easily..so i juz jogged by maself..listening to ma mp3 and juz enjoy da breeze.. ouhhlall..i achieved ma 5 rounds w/o stpping..cool..lina play cheat..she ran fer 4 rounds only..bt i finish fers ar..nx tym aku tarik ko..pakse lari..aku tk kesah..haha..mayb nx tym i'll increase da rounds..mcm gerek pulak..wanna do dis as an everywk thingey..who wanna tag along??? its fun ya noe.. hmm..ok lah..update more later..i wanna take ma shower..again..so sticky..eeewwww... -splash- -splash- oh yah..i managed to finish ma rounds less den 15 mins..dats bad ryd..fer 5 rounds..i shudnt take dat long..but..i lyk to jog slowly..bttr dat way..ok den..really gonna splash maself wif cold water alr...
bored+tired=urgh!
hey..wad a dae..ayte..woke up ard 9+.. and slack all da way till noon.. did da chores and cont slacking..was bored lah..no wer to go..no accompanion.. bt at last..i msg ma niece..and coincidently..she oso wanna ask me out.. teman her buy her stuff fer tmr..shes going malaysia..wads wif everybody going out of s'pore..?? hakim's gone.. nw em short of 1 msn fwen.. tmr..shes gone.. den lina's gone.. sape lagi?? ouh man.. dey really wan me to stay at hm and study..!!! ouh...TIDAK...!!!!! haha.. ok..wer was i.. so..at 3..i took ma shower..haha.. den went out at 0345..ouh..guess wad..i think da bds guys saw me.. haha..i wasnt sure dats dem.. i din put on ma specs..and hakim told me dey gt dnt till 4..so i assume dats nt dem.. so yah.. soon after..hakim kold me..surprise mun..!! nvm.. juz a little conversation..k lina... jgn pk mcm2...coz i dun think so.. ayte..!!! so ok..weather was damn hot.. seriously.. met nad ard 4+.. walked ard bugis.. ate at LJS..again... den off we went to orchard..to collect her altered jeans.. wah..cuci mate btul seh..heheh.. so fun to walk wif ma grown up niece along orchard rd.. well..sum ppl stpped us..do we luk so old..? one guy stpped us..and guess wad..i think dats ma fwen's brader.. asked whether we r werking or skuling... lyk duh..!!! skuling lah..den asked wad course..i juz had to say.."we r still in sec skul"..i noe lah his brader alr in poly..hmm..wadever..!!! den ders dis lady..stpped us..asking if we r interested to b a model.. whoa...din really entertain her..hahah.. do we luk lyk a model...?? do we luk so old..well..mayb em eligible..coz em 17..cuming ayte..bt ma niece..shes juz 14..bt luk so matured...hahah..nahh..i dun hav dat model luk nor figure..so..fergt it.. went to taka..bought sum undergarments..hahah... ooopppsss...coz its so cute..hahah.. bluek!! hmm... den rush bk to bedok..nad still wanna buy sum stuff...leceh btul lah tu pompan... bt i went off fers after received a kol frm mama..asking me to go hm quickly coz kak ina's cuming.. haiya...nvr tell me earlier..den wanna scold me..luckily abg nahar was ard der..fetched me and send bof of us hm.. gt home..watched tv..took ma shower..watched tv..and here i am..blogging..quite tired lah..tmr going jogging wif lina..pagi2 bute seh..i usually do it in d evening... urgh..!! der goes ma chance to wake up late.. well..had a great tym msging ma baby todae..and yah.. hakim..y of all da sudden..we r contacting..stp it lah kim..nanti mmeber ko yg giler nie pk bkn2..padahal tkde pape seh... i gt ma baby ok..!!! hahah..ok lah.. em tired..and hot.. asal lah umaku tkde air con..mamaaaaa....pasang air con plz..heheh... dalah..panjang btul dis entry.. gonna stp here... ddaaaa...
SHOPPING
AAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHH...!!!!! em sooo happy.. ok..lets tok abt wad happened todae.. i went to skul as per normal todae.. had chem fer 2 hours and eng after dat.. after 1230..i gt nower to go..da gurls wanna go hm..so..ok lor..went home.. mama was at home..its her weekly off.. either thurs or sat..its alternate.. so ok.. during ma rem..ma baby sms me.. hes sick sia..poor thing but hafta take his oral...den we chat fer awhile until he asked me..wad if he quit band..will i gt angry..? i was lyk..wad do u think.. hmm..after noeing his reason..i din reply him.. one thing fer sure..em disappointed..anoder..em bz writting ma friendly lttr.. hafta hand in by d end of da lesson.. den.. on ma way home..mama koled..asking me to buy sum stuff frm da NTUC.. aiya..ma mood was affected.. was kinda tired and sleepy.. gt home.. sat fer awhile.. den fold da clothes...while folding..mama asked if i can accompany her to da MALL.. i was lyk..kau..mlz seh..tp tk pe lah.. so we went off ard 5.. she wanted to pay sum stuff.. after wic..we started to walk ard..told her i wanna buy sum stuff..den she agreed..omg... fers stop..i bought ma shoe..dunno if its nyc or nt.. den bought t-shirt and long sleeve shirt..can b a sweater oso.. converse ar.. u noe hows da stuff lah..mama bought wallet..shoe and pants..and we bought lots of socks fer abg..hes bn wearing mine..!!! naik besar tu socks.. urgh..!!! kakak was jealous.. she said each tym we go shopping..she aint wif us..hahah..who askd her nt to follow.. make plans summore.. sape yg rugi..hehe.. wah.. nyc to shop once in awhile..i seldom shop..skali shop..huh kau..$100+ gone.. hehe..alah ma...skali skala je.. hmm... ok lah..em done here.. kan bes kalo hari2 bleh shop.. -dreaming-
i lyk to move it
i lyk to move it move it.. i lyk to move it move it...i lyk to move it move it..u lyk to MOVE IT..!!! yah.. i watched dat show alr.. bes...wah...diana diana..two movies in a wk..ryd after anoder...??? jadi jadi ko eh...!!! alamak..!!! kan da kene marah..by maself..haha.ok..crap.. so yah.. dis morn..i had rem..8-10-->mads.. 1030-1230-->english..but hey..ma mads tcher din come.. wad da urgh..!!! waste ma tym ryd fer cuming so early..i cud slp till 9 seh..if its not fer dis stupid rem.. bbrrr...!!! nvm.. after da whole thing ended..met naq at ezpt..she bought her lunch and went back to band rum.. da band wasnt doing anything..dey were supposed to do sectionals... mr png and mr kaw went to jurong bird park to check out sum stuff.. hmm.. da werst thing was dat..i cudnt blow ma horn..i cudnt reach da high notes..wad happen mun..!!! nd to pract again..!!! so i called da gurls and we went off ard 2..at 3..we reached TM.. as i said earlier..watching movie..kold lina..wanna tell her em watching dat show too..and guess wad??? we watched da same movie at da same tym..!!! is dat cool or wad.. so ok..bought da tix..and we were at da fers row..sakit leher aku..bt cool..ders no chair in front..ma legs can move freely..gerek..oh yah..b4 we gt to da cinema..we took da lift..and guess wad..it doesnt stop at any level at all... only da 3 of us were in da lift..and it went straight up to da 4th floor...cool man..fers tym..jakun seh..wahaha..ok..as i was saying..hmm...wad was i saying?? nvm..haha.. da show was great..funny lah..gt 1 part hidayu cried abt da fwenship thingey.. bbbrrr... hhehhe.. well..dats abt it...ma chi show's abt to start lah.. i miss ma baby..wonder dey win or lose.. nvm..alritey den..
Happy
FUN!FUN!FUN! yup..dats da werd to describe..as i said earlier..meeting lina after da SP experiance thingey..but b4 dat..i went fer lunch wif shane fers.. naq back out at da last min after her mama kold.. hmph..!! so ya..went to ezpt-->banquet..after wic..we took da train to tamp.. actually..lina and i planned to catch da 0250pm show..bt she cudnt escape frm her meeting..aiyo.. leceh.. while waiting..me and shane went to FOX..wanted to buy sum top.. bt change ma mind.. nx tym perhaps.. so yah.. we checked out da century's timing..its playing at 0315..kold lina to inform her..den she said.."eh..ma mom let me watch da 0510's show.." i was ..oh ok..dats great..!! so yah..while waiting..shane and i check out sum begs.. haiz.. i wanna buy lots of stuff.. i can juz ZAP!ZAP!..bt..nah.. wudnt wanna waste..hehe.. so ok..she arrived ard 4 pm.. bought da tix fers den accompany lina to refill her tummy at LJS.. saw yati wen we were abt to go off... asked sum stupid ques..haiz..yati2..(geleng kepale) we still hav 30 mins to spare..walked ard TM..bt der was nothing..as usual.. finally..its 5pm.. lina and i shared money and bought nachos..its nachos lina..nt nacos..wahaha... shane bought popcorn.. k..waited outsyd of da cinema fer 10 mins b4 we cud entre coz da show b4 haven finish.. nvm.. ayte..here's da fun part...DA SHOW WAS GREAT...!!!! was so damn hilarious..serious.. and sweet and aaawww... u'll regret if u dun watch it... its really nyc...lina..u think its him..? NAH..!!! haah..mayb his clon..haha.. hmm... asked ma baby along..skali he gt cca..wad a waste..hey lina..shane..i've done ma business straight after i reached home..hav u done urs..??? sucha relief!! haha.. buruk seh prangai satu2...yah..nx stop..ders a new movie dat i wanna watch..mayb wif lina coz we saw it togeder..and its gtta do wif realtionship.. i fergt da title.. gonna watch it..i dun care.. whoever wanna tag along..??? cum ar.. da more da merrier.. esp U..ZUL..!!!! haha.. hmm.. oh yah.. i fergt to add..in da cinema..i sat in da middle.. as usual..heheh.. den..shane keep luffing so loud.. paiseh sia sat besyd him.. and lina.. der was a phonekol..and she picked it up..din she watch da advertisment abt nt picking up da fon in cinema??? omg..and she spoke so loud dat da ppl infront of us turned.. eeeiii..memalukannye... as usual..i step cool..hahah.. eh..fers tym i throw popcorn at ppl..i mean..to ma fwens lah..lyk duh..nk mampos cmpak kat org.. silap2 kene.. "motherFfff..." ooppss...i learned dat frm da show..wahhahaha... hmm... well.. i guess dats abt it.. oh yah..hakim..i did sms u abt dat okai.. so..stp tuduh-ing me dat i din ajak..coz i did..!!! ok den.. dats all fer todae..i'll b back..tmr.. darn..i juz remembered..i gt lesson tmr.. 2 hrs of mads and eng..each.. urgh..!!! BOSANNYER...!!!!!
singapore poly experiance
hey...em at singapore poly now..having dis learning experiance thingey.. cool ryd..em nw in da comp lab..learning abt hw to blog..yup..blogging.. actually..nw dey r teaching hw to create ur own blog..wic i hav alr..so here i am..blogging.. well..we've bn in air conditioned room since juz nw..and its freaking cold mun..!!! so yah... wanted to take pics but i wun take da risk.. oh..da music audio thingey was so cool...da presenter was so gd..da way he played da flute was awesome..!!!! i wanna join dat... i wanna play ma horn..hehe... bt aint dat gd to actually do a recording.. diana...u hafta pract more...argh..!!!i miss ma horn..mayb em playing fer da jurong bird park performance..omg...of all places..bird park???? wads wif dat mun...!!! wait..in da fers place..i dun even noe if em able to gt into poly..ma mid yr results was very bad.. 26???? wad course can i gt..btw..wads da cut off pt fer da music and audio thingey huh...???? oh..hidayu went missing..mayb shes still in bed..hw cud she.. nw..ders only me and naq..of coz wif sum oder gurls lah.. bt ma luffing partner is not here..gonna meet lina ltr...mayb catching a movie..monster in law...here i come..hur hur... well.. da brain is frozen..cant think of anything else..i'll update ltr ayte.. till den.. keep missing me bebeh...!!!! haha... |
