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First of all, i APOLOGISE if what i said previously wasnt to your liking. I didnt mean that. Im sincerely sorry ok. Had training on tuesday. We had to play in the sports hall even though there's no netball lines! CAN U BELIEVE THAT? Of all courts they have in there, they didnt include netball's. How annoying! ITs been raining and we didnt get to shoot. Double annoying. All we did was fitness and some ball work. And IVP's getting nearer. But I dont really have to worry coz most probably i wont be playing which is good coz i wont get muscle aches and i wont be soooo tired to study coz that's my study week coz after that 3 weeks im having my attachment and then EXAMS! Not forgeting ICAs before my attachment! I mean, how cruel can they be. Its like everything is so jam pack and like it or not, we still have to go through all this shits. I wanna go back to secondary school please! Wednesday? What did i do yesterday? ouh, nothing much. Stayed at home till 6pm and then went to meet him. Its so irritating when the other party's not punctual. Was super mad lah.. Maybe that's one reason why i kept quiet yesterday apart from yea..i cant be bothered to talk. But at the end of the day, it was superb :) Had training today. yea yea.. boringggg.. Everyone's staying at home, enjoying the cool breeze, sleeping, lazing ard and stuff and yet i had to get out of the house and travel all the way to yio chu kang. Like wadahell.. do u have any freaking idea how dreadful the journey is? NOO right.. ok ..shut up! At first there was a slight drizzle and we thought its ok to just go down to the court to train. Less than 45mins, the rain came back. Poor Jeremy.. after all the hard work! But thanx anyway.. Zenith people came down.. and they just trained with us in that restricted area.. wadahell.. Was suppose to meet him but he cant. Oh well, we've been meeting like what? everyday? give it a break ok.. dont really mind lah coz im tired myself.. just that.. yea.. kinda miss him. -yucks- I mean, who could have thought that we'd.. u know.. yea. WE dont! Oh well..-shrugged- Ok, i might be lying if i said i dont really care coz i was looking foward to it. So, kinda disappointed lah. heee.. Ive not been seeing naqiah for so long.. dont know if i should just forget about it or be angry with her or whatever.. ok fine.. just get on with our own life ayte.. u have urs and i have mine. Sometimes i feel like im being mean but it wasnt intentionally. Its just that i got frustrated or irritated easily. Well, it all depends on my mood. If im in a happy mood, do whatever u like, i dont give a damn. But when im in no mood, little things like talking to me can already irritate me. Im sorry if i ever offend u guys. Its just that i always think of what people might think or feel. The reason im afraid of people is that, im afraid of what they'll think. As simple as that. Im always very cautious of what i say. But i cant always be the good girl. Sometimes, when i cant take it anymore, i'll just explode. And i'll start thinking, "why should i care about others when they dont give a damn about me?" so yea.. Having class bbq tomorrow but looking at the weather, i doubt we'll have fun. I mean we can just slack ard lah but i dont think we can bbq any of the food coz THE RAIN WONT STOP POURING! And i hate that...!!!! And im having my mensus..so i cant swim! and i hate that tooo!!!! Feeling a little confuse now but i dont know what im confused on. heee.. ok bye!
Concert which fell on the 21st of dec 06 was alright i shall say. Nothing great happened. And i think its WAYYYYYYY better 2 years ago when we are still incharged. NOt saying that the current batch is not good or anything. Just that they are not really creative BUT i have to say they did a great job! As usual, i suck at playing! Did lots of mistakes ok! Shut up! These past few days has been magical. And i thank u for that. Though i dont really feel that good initially but we've talked things out and i think its ok. Like u said, "just have a little faith"! Shit! im missing u already! :( Baby's back! miss him too.. morris still enjoying his holiday, mama and sis's on the way home, selina's just went to vietnam..hmmm who else eh.. ok i've got no idea. Fly me to the moon and let me play among the stars Let me see what spring is like on jupiter and mars In other words, hold my hands In other words, darling kiss me Feel my heart with songs and let me sing forever more You are all i longed for and i worship and adore In other words, please be true In other words, I LOVE YOU! Merry christmas to all..lovelove! OK!!! So it has been raining all day long. Soooo cold! But i like...! Has been going for band practice coz the concert is just like 2 days away? omg! There are times i could pitch that bloody high notes but when i cant, i just cant!! DAMN IT! HAd practice on saturday. Then off to my sister's fiance's house coz his sister got enggaged. And we had to do the dishes. NOt that we were asked to lah but we felt bad to juz laze around. Well, my sister wanted to 'score points'! ahhha.. I wanted to go home after the enggagement ceremony but mama didnt allow. Was asked to accompany darling sister. Urgh! Oh yah, there were lots of dishes ok! and what did i get after that? A dry skin which has been peeling since yesterday! Double damn!
ok..u havent seen the worst! Its super disgusting! Oh god, please let it go away soon! Anyways, went out with jihadi on monday to catch a movie which we end up watching 'THE HOLIDAY' Like HEY!!! I GOT TO WATCH THAT SHOW AGAIN! AND I DONT MIND! hahha.. Ok, i fell in love with jude law! His smile, his eyes, his oh-so-sweet character..woohoo..!
I broke my favourite sandal!!!! DAMN! and its no longer selling in the market! ARGH!!! ok, im so dramatic. hahha.. SELINA!!! U"VE GOT TO HELP ME WHEN ITS COMING!!! SHIT! hahha.. All my friends are going or gone to overseas. Im suppose to go IPOH with mama and sis but cant. BUT i cant wait for the 22dec! Going out with rafta and maybe dyana! ouuhh.. cant wait! This is scary! COz im not sure either! :(
I feel like dancing!!!
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How Vain Are You? hahhahha...wadahell.. ok..ive got nothing better to do. It rained the whole day. So glad i didnt follow mama and sis to the wedding. :) SHit..i miss netball trainings.. Ok, im going next week. I need to run man! Ok, I think its gonna be a super duper long post! I dont know where to start! On tuesdae, had school. Then out with rafta, while waiting for mama. Walked around TM. SLacked at starbucks. Met mama and sis. Bought bras! :) Ate at Fish and Co. Yummy! and FAtty!!! 
Went over to wak jap's place coz hes sick! Bla bla bla.. then we called the ambulance to send him to CGH! Hes being admitted for observation till now. Had netball on wednesday. Not really a training. The shooters had to shoot 200 shots. SO yah.. THursday...? Oh, HAd school for 2 hours and went out with rafta. Met my cousin at city hall. WAlked around citilink, all the way to suntec. oh, i planned a "cousin day out"! With efa, arfin and jazli. ITs been a long time since we did that. Waited for rafta's friend and the boys at suntec. WAnted to catch the 4.25 show but thanks to jazli, we had to postpone it to 7.30pm! Trained to somerset. Was drizzling but we dont care and walked in the rain. Was at the trafic light when syafiq called. Then while walking and talking, i heard a similar voice behind me and he was saying the same thing as syafiq who was on the phone. AIya, that was him lah..behind me. Was shocked. :) Slacked at heeran while waiting for the show to start. All of us were sleepy ok! Watched "the holiday"! Damn it! ITS NICE!!! AAAwwwww... I like. So was efa! I was afraid the guys hate it. OMG! They love it too! hahha.. oh, when we bought the tix, that guy thought we were couples! So when we asked for the back row, he gave us couple seats. So much for being a couple. I sat with efa and the guys sat together! Since the arm rest can be lifted in the middle, we had a huge and comfortable place. TRust me, we were damn comfortable! LEgs were up, half lying! tsk tsk tsk! I LOVE THE SHOW!!!! I WANNA WATCH AGAIN!!! AT THE SAME PLACE!!! :) THen walked to orchard mrt station. Trained to the east. WAnted to drop at tampines to slack but when we reached bedok, i was like, " eh, kite turon bedok ar.. makan kat sini k." Then i went out and the rest was like, " eh, serious pe?" and rushed out! hahha.. WAs a damn funny sight! me : eh, blang ur parents u guys are sleeping over at my place ar coz its late and there's no more buses. the rest : huh! giler! boleh ke? me : ya, i mean its not like u guys are staying over at ur friend's what. the rest : hahha.. (getting excited) ok ar..lets call them! BUt wait, what are we suppose to tell them? There's a few ideas lah but they end up telling the truth. hahha.. damn funny and its so exciting to know whats the outcome. One by one went, " ma, fin/efa/jaz tido rumah kak dian/ dian eh? Coz bla bla bla.." I was just waiting anxiously. Ok, so everyone was able to sleep over but i didnt tell mama.. oh, wadahell, thought of surprising her. But when we reached home, the house was empty. So much for the, " eh, confirm wak ida terkejut when she wakes up in the morning to see all of us sleeping in the living room" Overall, had fun yesterday. We update ourselves with each other's life, mainly relationship, which i have none to share.. hahha.. pathetic! except for being an advisor for a friend. :) I Love my cousinssss....             
You see the similarities? U can, only when we laugh. Then u can tell we are cousins. :) I curl her hair but it didnt last for even 5 mins lah.. coz she rough!!! WAste my time and energy! ggrrrr... Its true when people say "...a smile has deeper meaning than laughter..". I feel like, when i laugh, i find the joy at that point of time only and its just excitment that i felt. But when i smile, i have this happy and peaceful feeling that is so nice that it can actually make me cry. Tears of happiness i shall say but i dont really cry lah. Really lah.. It feels so magical.. and it can just bring back all good memories i have. Like when i listen to band songs at home, i can just smile through out and it can give me this feeling that i think no one can ever give me. soooo MAGICAL LAH! oh yah, when i listen, memories keep on coming back.. what we did in band room, all the good and bad times and the preparation for every performance, not forgeting the first concert we had 2 years back and syf. I really enjoyed my time in band. So fortunate to have those people in band. And i love all of them ok! I dont know. I think those people who are not in band, they wont appreciate the art of music..i mean musical band kinda music. U have to find the correct one and u'll just fall in love with the songs... DO u think its easy to play? just blow air and produce the sound..? LEt me tell u..u've got it all wrong baby! U have to use ur diaphragm to breathe, control the air, correct umberture(ok..i dont know how to spell ok..like seriously i dont know!), u have to learn the flats and sharps, the pitching and fingering, the way to play, loud or soft , the articulation, watch the conductor(whom u all thought is a crazy fellow..just stand infront of the band and swing the arms.. NO OK! That the most important person..) and stuff like that. SO when u play, u have to multi task.. Not as simple ayte! Ok, i dont know why im talking about band..maybe because i went for band practice just now and has been listening to the concert pieces.. so yah! hahha..Im having that magical feeling now! wooohooo... 
so people...bottom line.. keep on smiling baby. bring joy to urself and to others as well.. :) love u all.. I received a messege once and was told that... "...the beauty of life does not depend on how happy you are, but on how happy others can be, because of u...." I now came to realise that its true. I do feel happy when someone else is. And i'll be overjoy knowing that i've brought joy to others as well. here's some example.. Was reading through selina's and raudhah's blog when i saw this... by sel : "#1: herdiana. for being there when i need. like helping me with my attendance. n making netball little more fun. and for waking up super early the other time just to pass me her clinical book...Loves for herdiana..." I was first in the list! Maybe because i helped her just now, or was it yesterday? hahha.. yea.. I was touched ok! by raudhah : "...but i love my 3 Js sooooooooo much ( im included ok). i love them to the max. yes i do. i really do. school wouldn't be fun without them. U girls drive me crazy every single day ok. And because of u girls, i laugh until i cry, until my tummy hurts, until i rock back and forth in my chair. I really miss u guys when i was having my 2 weeks 'holiday'. Even the smallest thing like; when Diana always turn to me and say "aku nak berak ah". haha. ya..." Well, i think i made her laugh every so often.. am i soooo funny? HA HA... ok..shut up! See.. Knowing that they appreciate me, it has already made my day. Coz im the type whose afraid to be hated..-shrugged- dont ask me why! I love every one of u k.. believe me.. I said believe me right!!! :) OK, so here's what happened today! Well, slept at 1 the night before and forced myself to wake up at 6.30am to finish up with the slides. Was 45mins late for group meeting. hee.. ok, i was SUPER scared a nervous and shy to go out of the house wearing what i wore today coz first of all, i dont wear dress. Secondly, its formal. Thirdly, im wearing it with heels and lastly, I WENT TO SCHOOL LIKE THAT!!! bbrrrr... So yah, as i was saying, i was late. Entered the library like some 'model' but once i reached the table, i took off my shoe and sat with my legs on top of each other,on the chair! To hell with others if they wanna say anything coz its super tiring to walk in heels. Went through the slides, edit abit of here and there, rehersed and lunch-ed. At level 6, everyone was like looking at us coz we were wearing black and red.. i mean the whole group lah. Snap snap snap! then presentation! I was nervous ok! but thankfully, everything went well.. I think my lecturer said ' the best group so far' WOW..! there's still another group have yet to present. Anyways, we are not here to challange.. all i care about is to have this ICA done and be graded. :) before presentation...
My baby cut his finger and had 6 stitches done!!! Aawwww..poor boy! Had bio practical yesterday. I just hope i could pass that paper. Been having headache for the past few days. Guess i didnt have enough sleep. I cant wait for my 1082 ICA to end! but im not done with the slides because gaytari has not send me the powerpoint!!! Im so gonna burn midnight oil! My gum's swollen! Its at the far end on my left. It cant be another wisdom tooth right coz i've got two of them already. I cannot eat hard food and i can only chew on my right! dammmnnn irritating ok! I cant wait for this friday!!! Im only having my ICA presentation at 2pm and i'll be meeting my darling girlfriend. Oouuuhhh..i cant wait! And we'll be wearing something sophisticated. I hope she will coz i'll be wearing this black dress for my presentation. I cant wait! I cant wait! I CANT WAIT! omg! the song 'yijuan' by stephenie sun just played on tv while im typing this entry and it soo reminded me of changkat band when we played this song and i had a wonderful part which i love. Talking about band, i want my old changkat band back!!!! ouh..i love my hair now.. but i hate my face coz mr pimple and his friends took their turn to pop out.. DAMN!!! ok shut up!! I wanna see my baby on friday and see his finger... naqiah! can we go? please........ ok...love u! hahha... Morris!!! Where have u been? I miss u lah! idiot! bye! Damn...was almost done when blogger appeared 'not respoding' HOW IRRITATING IS THAT?!! As i was saying... Went for band practice at changkat yesterday. Band seemed dead. Not as lively as it once was. I couldnt blow coz my upper lip swell when i juz did my warm up and i dont know why. shut up. Tried playing during sectional. MAnaged to.. but I cant sustain air for 4 bars, what more 10 songs? My cheeks gave up. Damn tiring lah. When was the last time i blew air in that small mouthpiece? teachers' day? yeah.. So its knida long, considering i used to practice 2-3 times a week. and im left with 2 practices before the concert. DIe!  can u see my mouthpiece down here?..YES! its small...  im so proud the the horn section! What can i say, we are born leaders.. hehhe..really, i used to take the whole band, Don took the squad and now its Fabian.. After lunch-ing with faeezah, don and camilla, i called millie to ask where they were and was told they juz reached jurong. So i went home. Wanted to read but end up sleeping. At 4pm, emilia called to ask if i wanna join them. Oh, did i say twas emilia's birthday yesterday? Yea, it was. Met them at plaza sing. Was lonely at first but twas ok after that. slacked outside esplanade. Then they went to DXO and i headed home..      the bdae girl..   ok..i pitied Lawrence coz we were too engross with all the photo taking in the toilet that we forgot about him waiting for us outside.. sorry! theres more pics i swear..  damn...my eyes are sooo big.. 
My ICA presentation went well i think. The class enjoyed our presentation. We did something diff. Went out of the class and came in seductively one by one. Not really seductively coz the girls laughed. TOld them not to ok! oh well... they said its cute. Then we promoted a product and all.. kinda interesting.. but abit disappointed coz we didnt cover a few points.. -shrugged-
why did we dress up that way? Coz we were doing on acupuncture. Why is there indian costume included? Coz acupuncture is originated from india, not china.. see, u learn something new everyday.. |
