My virgin drive out was to JB, after a month of not driving. JB! Can you imagine? I was just thinking of going around bedok and tampines, or pasir ris at most. But my co-driver insisted on me driving from bedok to jb to fetch mama, at 8pm, and drove back from jb to bedok at 1130pm. By the time we left woodland checkpoint, mama was already asleep and my co driver was head banging. Can u imagine i drove on my own at a speed of 90? i dont. And at jb, i had to drive at a speed of 100-110. OMG! And the lanes were crazy. And the lighting was very poor.

Boyfriend had his revenge. I kept a secret from him about my TP, and so did he. He passed on 19th aug, the day i got to drive out as mentioned above. That sneaky boy. I am very happy for him. But please eh, change you photocard eh. hehe.. I love you...

I was being such a bitch recently. Not sure if its due to my pms or the ongoing pressure at home. Went to work with no passion or drive. My face was as black as the burnt bbq chicken, that people at work came to realise the difference. And at the end of the day, my boyfriend would always be the one to blame for nothing. Oh i hate myself.

Someone ever told me once upon a time, ' you will, one day, find a man who can tolarate your moodswings.' At that point of time, i gave up on men and i thought, geez, all men are shit. Once they see who i really am, they'll run far far away.

Somehow, a few years down the road, i met him. I dont know how he can tolerate me. I dont know why he can be there for me after all the mean things i did to him. Love? Is love that strong?

Love, i may not be the best gf in the whole wide world. I have lots of flaws which i myself dont like, and dont know how to change them. Indeed, HE put us together for a reason. You are making me into a better person. i daresay, our fights are educational. heh. For that, thank you. Thank you for being there for me eventhough you got pushed away a couple of times. Thank you for not giving up on me. Thank you for the strong love you've showered me with.

Thank you. I love you...