Why are they avoiding me? What have i done? I thought we have mutual understanding? Why the anger and questions?

Imagine how i feel upon receiving that text right after i woke up? That was harsh, my friend, that was. U need an explaination from me in order to ALLOW me to tag along. Since when were u this mean?

If i did something wrong, do tell me. Stop avoiding me...

Or we may just drift apart...

Its not even a week since raye and yet ive seen a couple of my friends meeting or has been out with their partner. So soon? Or is that the correct way? My mom asked me a few days back, why hasnt helmie come over for raye. Errr...

Bye.

It seems like im doing this on a monthly basis. Funny, coz i used to be a blogging maniac. And its coincidental for me to always wanting to blog at this particular period of the month :)

Raya has been good so far, apart from having my green packets thinning by the days. But luckily i have given to the important people, young and old, except that i have not yet given to my darling nephew and niece (and they are staying with me. opppps..) I think the care goes beyond the money(at least thats what i think, which i dont think their mother agrees. Oh well..)

Boyfriend has been helpful during the raya prep phase. Mother has been asking for help indirectly. Was that supposed to be a test? She casually asked if i could get certain things from mustapha centre at 10 mins to midnight. Obviously i need him to accompany. So for a few days, he would casually wait for me in my living room while i change, close to midnight. heh.. APPROVED!

Gosh, as im typing right now at 4am, my maid is grinding her teeth. Oh, that sound!!!

I was on leave for a week and ive been sleeping pretty late most days. And i'll be going back to work, tonight! Work, please be nice to me..

I realised ive not been meeting up with my friends. Why? Am i that busy for a drink or dinner? Or am i just not making an effort? I need a spank.

imy...