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 The girls. Sentosa. 21st oct. Love. xoxox.   I wanted to type out a long story from these two events but some things are better left unsaid. Let it stay in my heart and mind. Let's do it again! :) I dont think people actually understand why im really particular abt that matter. Why would they? Coz it didnt happen to them. Im tempted... There's something u need to know. I may not look like i care, but i do. I just dont show it.. What the F! Respect my ass. Im utterly disappointed with u. U had the cheek to even say that? So much for thinking, "oh, he could resist, no matter what". Trust? huh, whats that? Honey,uve just lost it. I had an issue with trusting guys but i thought i could with this one. But it has been proven. Thanks. Im in no mood. So, back off.  Ive been hurt alot, and i dont think i deserve anymore of it. I survived my first night. And i think i did pretty well. So much for thinking im an IV nurse when i hafta do incharge. But im glad i was given the opportunity. Thank you. :)    I had a super long night. From waking up at 1000hrs on monday morning and had to work on night. Once done with passing report on tue morning, i had to prepare the fondue,which me and yas did it in a rush. By 12 noon, my eyes cant take it anymore. But i supposed, our fondue turned out quite good. I hope it tasted good as well. .jpg) .jpg)
U smoke? Id be disappointed if u did. I did a few stupid quizes from fb. Hate to say that some of the comments are true, be it good or bad. haha.. what type of girls are you? "...You're very very pretty but you just keep denying that you are. You love sports and you love to hang out with friends. You also love boys but your too shy to talk to them. (;..." why do boys like you? "...smile. boys like you for your smile. you love to smile . your smile can light up the day. <3..." what kind of gf are you? "...Best Girlfriend EVER!You are completely caring, understanding, and best of all LOVING!..." what do people actually see u as? "...The Beautiful One. You are beautiful inside and out. And since it comes so natural, everybody else sees that too. People see you as a social butterfly, nice and attractive. Never PURPOSELY doing something to hurt someone else..." who will u fall for? "...Someone you've been with before. You have been with this man/woman one time or another. Your relationship fell a part or you just had a falling out. It wasnt a bad break-up. You guys will meet up again and fall madly in love with each other once more, but with better results..." The last one was utterly nonsensical. Like oh-so-not-true. I wouldnt wanna be in that situation, AGAIN! Tomorrow's gonnna be my first night as a staff nurse. Please let it be smooth. Sometimes, im contradiction myself. Mom cracked me up early morning. Both of us were dressing up for work. She was contemplating on which bra to wear. And when she saw mine, she wanted to wear the same. haha.. So, the both of us were wearing a pair of super hot pink lingerie (im not sure of the spelling, heh),walking around the room. The only thing we didnt do was to take a picture of us both with just that. haha.. Moving on... Sometimes, i do feel that im taking advantage of u. Thoughts like, "do i deserve him?" , sometimes came across. I am obviously oblivious to what i do or say to others that might scratch their tiny lil heart. I wouldnt know why i react that way. And when it happens, initially, id blame the other party but subsequently, i'll blame myself. That's how the "do i deserve him?" came about. And ive no idea why im ignoring u today.. Im sorry. take care. I have no idea why in the first place i took up nursing. If i remember correctly, it was a spontanous decision. It was between nursing and early childhood coz i know for sure, i hate office job. I preferbly not want to take engineering coz its pretty difficult for girls to succeed. What's left? Work is HORRIBLY tiring at times. :( And mr pimple is everywhere. Times like this, i wish we are wearing mask. :( |
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