I hate it when my switch suddenly flick. Its just beyond control. And then i'll get angry with everything and everyone. I think i need to go for anger management. Like STAT.

I seriously want to be a better person. I envy those people with a genuine heart and are kind by nature. I think i have to try very hard to be kind. I very much dont want to be like how i was in secondary school. At times i really hate myself. But what am i supposed to do. Am i having issues with myself?

I may look happy, but am i?