I haven't seen that smile on your face for years. I saw it today. When i did, i realised, i never visualised u with a smile. And ive missed it. Ive missed that look. Ive missed that comforting smile. But most of all, ive missed u.. And today, i cried. Over the shoutings and the screamings of the grandson u never got to see, ive shed tears for u, wishing u could still be here with me...

Ive found someone, and he smell just like. I cant help but to snuggle up to him and thought it was u.

I should have savour those little moments left with u, but i didnt. Coz i thought u will always be there. I thought wrong and only got myself to blame.

Im sorry, abah.