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What do YOU want from me? I'll be taken advantage of if im being nice. Everyone will hate me if im being mean. Either way, people will still speak ill of me. Honestly, i dont really care but sometimes, it just got me thinking. Obviously i cant please everyone but do not assume when u dont even know me. I admit i was such a pms bitch from the age 11-17. Atleast that was the peak. But i tried to change for the better and i wasnt faking, at all. It hurts me to know that u even thought i was faking it just because of one incident when i was trying to be honest. And what's all this about me being a 'spare tyre'..."standard ar, diana kan buat pakai". Yes, i laughed about it coz i knew it was meant to be a joke but it has been said and if not totally, maybe, just maybe u'd been dying to say it out loud but couldnt find the right time. Should u have forgotten, i do have feelings. A smile doesnt mean im happy and im okay with everything. I fucking dont feel well! And why does it seem so desperate to u when i want to have a boyfriend? Is it wrong? Does my wanting to have a boyfriend troubles u? I dont even need ur help. So, back off! Well, at least u have someone to hold u during ur darkest moment. I fucking dont! At least u have a living father even if u dont like him. I fucking dont! At least u have an attention of ur mother. I fucking dont! Yet still, ive not been treated nicely. And you, just because i cant find the time to give u my support, u dont think im a good friend? Who did u find whenever u have problems? Whose the one to listen and give u advice when u need one? Whose there to be ur middle person? Its fucking me, that's who! Shouldnt i be getting a lil credit here? Whatever.. |
