To you,

Im sorry. Truly i am. I didnt mean to hurt u. I didnt mean to keep things from u. And i cant blame u for getting pissed at me. Yes, im the one at fault. Like i said, the meeting up each other was impromptu, for just a quick dinner or something for both of us were bored at home. Little did i know, his friend was coming along. I swear i would just want to run home coz i cant bare to hurt u. I know, i just did but it was a mistake. I can choose not to tell, like i said, but knowing that now u are in talking terms with him, i wouldnt want u to find out through him. I felt it would be much worse than if u were to find it out from me. That fear led me to telling u. I know u cant trust me nomore. But im not playing 'ms nice'. I never did. But when u compare me to someone else whom ive got no idea who, that hurts. Maybe i deserved that but i thought u could have known better. I really dont want this incident to jeopardize our friendship. Losing someone like you would be such a shame. U can choose to be angry with me for all u want. But i hope for it to stop one day. Im sorry..

Im such a bitch. FUCK!