Why do i always have to be the one waiting? Its a horrible feeling ok. Its worse when not only u have to wait for a particular thing to happen, but it actually didnt happen. I shall not wait nor have any expectations in order to save myself from the misery, ever again! Im serious...

Ive not been going out and have fun with any of my friends or cousins and its sucks knowing that everyone else is doing it and im not. I wanna go out! I wanna enjoy myself! I want friends to go out with me and not only their boyfriends. I wanna have fun! But wheres everyone? Right, they are busy.. Fine!

Im such a looooser! A huge one at that. :(