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Honestly, i didnt feel anything. Be it during fasting month or hari raya. There's no excitement at all. Maybe because ive been working. Hence, the lost of interest. Maybe. There were no home preparations at all. We took for granted for we have someone to take care of the house. Little did we know, she's just making it worse. On top of that, the feeling of disgust that led to my family not being as one on the last day of break fast. Where did she go, i dont know. What was she thinking. Already my family is incomplete, she just had to go missing. Soon after i heard the 'takbir' i jokingly said to siblings, "oh no..how, i wanna cry". They laughed. I ate in silent, with tears flowing down my cheeks, even if i dont want them to. I lost.. It just had to be grey. There were so many greys within my extended families. And there were so many kids! And theres more to come. And yes, cousins and i suddenly have that crave to have a boyfriend/girlfriend when we saw the newly wed. They were at our age when they found each other. Where's mine? Afiq said hes just somewhere out there. Ok fiq, but where? Thats not really helping. :)      i cant believe he did the for the paper.              oh mother! I used to call her domestic worker but now, i'll just call her my MAID! and shes bloody (pardon my french) ANNOYING! Gosh! If only i have the money, id ask for a change. -roll eyes- I know its Hari Raya and we're supposed to forgive and forget. We did, on that first morning. But by night, she did it again. Some things are just irritatingly unchangable. My 5 weeks of attachment has come to an end. Such perfect timing. Oh, i managed to scrub in. Meaning, those shows u watch on tv that consist of surgeons, nurses, instruments, operating theater, yea, get the pic? Basically, during the operation, when the nurse pass the instruments to the surgeons, yea, that person, i got to be one. How cool. Ive got 5 weeks of break before my prcp begins. Bugger!  Selamat Hari Raya, Maaf Zahir dan Batin.. |
