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I hate it when im already eager on doing something and due to uncertainty, eventually, had a change of plan.Oh, not forgetting, it happened twice in a row. CRAP! Sometimes, its just so frustrating. Days like this, how i wish i have a boyfriend. Like, seriously. (or maybe a car or bike just so i can ride/drive to somewhere nice and clear my head) I know people would say, "u dont need a boyfriend just because of that what" or "why do u need one" or "why do u sound so desperate in needing one?". In the first place, do i have to listen to whatever u say and just shrug off my feelings n needs. NOT that kind of needs. Its the feeling of security, love, comfort and knowing that someone is there for me, like physically. Someone i know i can turn to. Someone who would sacrifice for me like how i would sacrifice for him. I know its all very cliche but isnt that what u're finding in a relationship? I envy those who are in that situation LOR! Gf said that i have to stop being mean if i want a boyfriend. The thing is, Im not! They are! I secretly wish i have one. He who can make me smile, with just a simple hello. Oh! And one more thing i hate. If i ever make plans with someone and its still pending and unfortunately that someone couldnt make it and NOT inform me and let me wait, man, i hate that the most. Cant u just freaking well inform me so i can make other plans and not wait for ur confirmation? If not, answer my call if u dont have the guts to call me. I just need to hear a simple, "oh, im sorry, i cant make it". Thats all. And i HATE to hear, "oh, i dont know. I'll call/msg u later". That will come six hours after our convo, if im lucky. Im not pointing at anybody. Its just something i hate and thats one thing u should know about me. This entry is full of hatred. On a lighter note, im leaving for MacDOnald's now. |
