i realised, every entry that Rafta posted, there must be 'Diana' in it. If its a 'thank you' message, im deeply touched. Otherwise, she'd be criticising me or just trying to make me look bad. Either way, thanks for remembering. Im just looking foward to reading the next entry. Should i be thanking u for thanking me? Or have u already know that i greatly appreciates whatever u have done? Please say u do know coz i wont wanna write those long 'thank you' message again. hahah! Im very sincere OK!

A hectic week, no doubt. Napfa test was initially scheduled for us in week 14 but on the 25thjun(wk11), we were told to have our test taken on the following day. @#$%$^$$^!!! All of us were super unprepared and worse of all, im SICK!

Wednesday night, i stayed up all night to finish up the slides and only got to bed at 4am. After 2hrs of sleep, i attended the 8am lesson. At 12noon, we had our presentation. By 4.30pm, most of us were already attired for napfa. I did the 5 stations with ease and managed to gather 20 points. 2.4km run was #%#$%@^!!!! At one point, i stopped breathing. Or rather, my airway was blocked. Running while having flu is really not a good combi. Yes, i FAILED!!! For the first time, i failed my 2.4km run. Super disappointed but i kept reminding myself that im sick and its ok coz at least ive tried. Could have gotten Gold.. :(

Im still sick, body aching and its frustrating to not able to shit everyday.

Im surprise i could easily think of u now without having the urge to kill myself for being too late. Im glad. :)

Im surprise that the contemplation really helped me in bracing myself up and made me realised what i want. Im glad. :)

Im surprise u had that dream and hope it could turn out as what your dream showed. Trying hard to get us in contact is seriously, 'what-were-you-thinking-ika!' But im glad u did coz now i have another friend who managed to make me smile.

Life may not be perfect but im happy with what i have, for now.