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That conversation we had kept me thinking. Am i really the type who got pissed off easily? Ok, yes, yes, i know u'll go,"duh! do u even have to ask?" That bad huh? I realised whenever im in a bad mood or tired or the presence of someone bothers me(in a way or two), i'll transform into a cold hearted person. I dont talk. I walk alone. And i dont smile as often. To whoever it may concern, im sorry to have given u such attitude. I know its wrong but those reactions came involuntarily. But at least im not as bad as i used to. One thing u should know is that, when i say 'no' or 'i dont want', i mean it. So, just go with the flow and not to insist on what u think is right coz i can be very mean if u dont listen. Otherwise, im quite flexible. ha ha! Maybe this character hinders me from forming a relationship with someone. Maybe that's why im still single. Like i said, i can be nice, very nice but i can be mean if i have to. And like u said, this is a challenge for the guy. If he managed to overcome this obstacle, maybe he's 'The One', who knows. Sometimes, i wish im a better person. Someone who doesnt care of what the world has to say and just smile. But i know im not that type. I can pretend though. Or i can be like that, only after being rational. That could take a few minutes or hours or days or months or for that matter, years. Im aware of the type of person i am, at least this bit. Im the type who gets angry easily but most of the time, the anger or hatred wont last. Within minutes, the other party will be forgiven. And then i'll blame myself, which leads me to apologising. Maybe thats my weakness, or is that my strength? Well, it depends on individual to decide. But u have to trust me that im learning and still trying... to be better. i miss u. |
