The dream that ive build, shattered in a matter of seconds. But i thank god for it is happening now than later.


It has always been the case whereby i found someone nice and everything was fine initially and then suddenly something just has to happen. Oh well, i cant be bothered actually. Just dont be surprise if one day i were to send u an invitation card saying that im getting married through arranged marriage. That's how pathetic i am. Maybe its not the time or maybe that's how my life has been written. -shrugged- So now, i shall continue my mission of "shooting" any couple i see. Such a pain...


I AM OFFICIALLY SICK! My throat has been sore since two days ago. My nose is begining to leak. Headaches come and go. My eyes are hot and tired and i dont feel like going out of bed. Yet im having a long day in school tomorrow. And i cant even kiss amsyar! Nevermind hug him.


I dont wish to grow up. Period!