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Patience. Haven't i been trying to do so? While others go around trying to find their other half, im still holding back (ok, though ive been whining to have one, i dont desperately need one!) Lets see, how long has it officially been? 3 years +++? yup, around there. Lonely? Yes. Bored? Yes. Longed for that special feeling? Yes. But come to think of it, its better than to be misunderstood, when jealousy strikes and when u have to think for another person other than yourself. There's pros and cons of being single but im enjoying every minute of it, i think. Yes, yes, everyone has been talking about the movie, "The Leap Years". I wonder why but as soon as i watched it, i understand why. Personally, every line that has been said, send tingle down my spine. I realised everytime they mentioned something that was related to me, i will smile, face will flush and i'll nudge my friend. Oh how true!!! And i hate that feeling though i secretly love it! And all that comes down to one boy whom ive always have a crush on. Oh yes, has always been, right from the begining. And that's one good example of being patient. :) To whom it may concern, i thought ive dealt with it but who am i kidding? i can lie to others but i cant lie to myself or maybe to those who could see through me. Subconciously, u're still the one i think of every night before i go to sleep. :( For now, i'll just wait. How long will it take, im not too sure either. But i know someday, he will come (not the one im having a crush on). And that's when i'll believe in love. I told a friend once that missing someone hurts more than to love someone. Its true then, no doubt. Till then, i miss u... |
