Its funny how ive always wanted to meet u guys but when i did, it felt strange. I just dont belong. Maybe its just me but then again, when one doesnt meet a group of friends for quite a period, one should feel excited and happy. Yes, i did laugh but was it really heartfelt? Maybe today my mood wasnt as good and those remarks did hurt me. Usually i dont give a damn about those sarcasms. And whats up with the faces?? sigh.. going home earlier was a good escape, i guess. To the one who fell, take care of urself.
Dinner at sakura was fun! At least thats the only time i felt genuinely happy. Other than that, today was kinda sucky. Oh MR sad-angry-annoyed, please go away. I want to be happy again.
 
Any remedy to my confusion? And why am i still jealous?
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