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Im a happy girl today! While walking towards the school, kakak sent me a msg, saying, " U'll be an aunty soon! Insya'allah." Shes pregnant!!! I know. U might be thinking, "So fast?" hahha.. yea.. And i was smiling to myself, ignoring all the other people around me! Ok, im an aunt now to nadiyah, adni, faris, nadhrah, sarah and lots more but im gonna be a real aunty to my sis's child. How cool. Shut up! im excited! Quote from abang, " Its been almost 20 yrs since we had a baby in the house". Of course the last one was ME! Duh! I hope she'll be fine and healthy for this coming 9 months or so. And i cant wait to see her expand and stay that way even after she delivers her baby.. hahha.. oh, mama cried coz shes happy and sad coz abah didnt get to see all this. I am too.. Yesterday, there's this cute guy seated infront of us during lunch. And guess what? He's in my friendster's friend's list for a long time and i wasnt aware. heehe.. aawww.. A few minutes ago, abang knocked on my door. And for the first time, or maybe second, he gave me 20 bucks even without me asking! Ok, i love him for now.. hahha.. What else? I slept in the bus today to and fro and im happy. ahhha.. bye! I want a boyfriend please.. oh shut up! Yea, what's new? I know.. I see my friends with bfs and its so nice to see them together.. Oh, hate it when they get to go out together to places i cant go coz i got no boyfriend. I mean, i still can go out with my friends.. but its different, i think! Booooo...im such a loser! I seriously cant take it anymore! Mother snores damn loud EVERYNIGHT and it annoys me especially when im about to sleep. And that sudden 'mf' to gradually 'ff' effect when she inhale deeply, that can really kill me. Trust me, im not exaggerating. Sometimes, i just feel like pushing her out of the bed. But i cant do that, can i? So i'll usually tap her or push her lightly or rock her body or keep turning, to apply movement to the matress or whatever movements or i'll even say,"ma! stop snoring lah!", just to make her stop. She will, but it will only last for a few seconds. If im lucky, there'll be peace till i fall asleep, which i'll be SUPER glad. At the most, i'll sleep in the living room. I was told to live with it. What do u think im doing? Im trying ok! oh mother, please stop snoring..! Its bad for ur health... Band's still the same. Don wasnt there when he said he would. Liar! Played a new piece. Nice. Fabian was as shit as ever but i love him still. Feeling kinda down lately. And i hate that. Maybe i should just shut up! Met him at 2. I was 15 mins late. He was punctual. :) Train-ed to somerset. Was kinda awkward. Hes feeling hot, i was feeling hot and there's so many people going in and out. Didnt talk much. Separated in the end. He didnt talk unless i started talking. Asked if hes scared but he denied. Watched Fantastic 4. I was shivering. Took pictures, train-ed home. It was a short day coz he had to go to kembangan and get some stuff. Oh well, that's the first and i think that will be the last. We'll get busy once school starts. Anyway, thanks b.. Oh, dont be such a vain pot, please! :) 
Are u mad at me? Darling cousins slept over at my place yesterday. Was supposed to go out but every one of them got here late. And Arfin said fantastic 4 starts at 10pm but the last show was at 930pm. Thanks ar fin. Had Mac's for dinner. Everyone had stomach upset, even before eating. Raced home and Efa was last in place. Everyone was happy coz we got to clear our bowel. So much for wanting to walk around bedok at 10pm. What's there at bedok people? Watched tv, showered, got the mattress and pillows ready, fought for the pillows, took pictures, watched 200 pound beauty from Efa's lappy. Efa and Fin was the first to sleep. Booooo! Me and Jaz watched till the end. Ok, i survived this time around coz the last time, i was the one to sleep first. :) Woke up at 6:30am for morning prayer and for the first time, my house was like sooo busy! Early in the morning! Did my prayer and went back to sleep. Efa had to go to school.. Haha! Woke up a few minutes before noon after many attempts of waking up! :) Ok, this is disgusting. All 3 of us brushed our teeth and eat while watching tv. All morning, we lazed around. I showered around 3+pm. By that time, Efa was already home. And the three of them slept AGAIN! I got to do the laundries and projects and they were still sleeping. Forced them to wake up around 5pm and the guys had their shower and we left the house at 6! So much for cousins day out! Went to century square. Had our dinner, bought my drink and guess what, we head home. Pathetic! :) But i had fun having them around. OH, and they finished my 3 packed of milk in just one day when we could have finish them in one week! U idiots! but i love u all still! :) Going out with him tmr for the first time. Hope it will turn out well! :) Didnt hear from him today and he wasnt online. Begining to worry. Hope he's fine! Call me! I need to know if u're fine! 
Didnt cam-whore that much. My batt went flat! goodnight! Guess what i've found in one of my old entries..: LEO WOMAN She will stand out of the crowd on the street. Leo woman normally tall or rather tall. You will hardly see a short thick woman. When she walks she walk like a queen, confident and does not look around, though as if there is no one around her. She will dress in her own style not according to fashion. She is confident of what she choose to wear. Do not buy cheap cloths where they sell in dozen for her as a gift, she will hate it. Also do not buy cloths that do not reflect her confident personality. She likes unique and strange cloths and accessories. Being different is what she loves. If you want to know her, take times and be patient because she is selective about people she mingles with. She's open minded, but yet she is not letting people get to close to her easily. She likes sweet words and compliments, but not too much. She smiles with anyone, but inside she thinks she is borne to be a leader. She likes to be in control because it is in her nature instinct. She is a graceful woman , and she has a magnetic charisma, so expect tough competition. She is a very proud person, so do not do anything to challenge her confident. She can be mad and act like a hurricane, and later can be like an innocent kitten, but do not fall for her O.K. She remembers everything and likes to cherish her sweet memory, so if you find her old photo albums with her ex-boyfriend or love letters that will make you puke, take it easy. She is keeping her sweet memory does not mean she still in love with the old fool, so you do not have to panic. She will have many guys run after her, so if you have advantage of a good background family, or a famous last name, a successful career then it's a plus. She hates to be poor and she thinks love will not pay bills. She is a sport type and love sports. If you want to date her, prepare to spend big bugs, for your first dinner with her can not be a hot dog stand, but better be the best place in town. She is a generous person, so do not be surprise if she give you a gift more expensive than what you gave her. She likes extravaganza, no cheap gift, no cheap dinner please. Being poor or broke make her depress. If you do not have lots of money, be creative and make your own gift for her. It's unique quality and times spending making it for her is a big deal. You can think economical, but do not be cheap. I dont mind cheap stuff now.. :) Disappointed. Told myself i'd study during this 2 weeks of break but all i did for the past week was to go for training, wedding stuff, projects and ermm.. i think that's all. I have to start studying but i doubt that's possible.. After so long of not bowling, i thought my skill would have rust. But i think today was one of the best gamei ever played. I scored 148! got 3rd place though. Happy! He's sick! Worse than before. And im worried.. Really worried. and i couldnt help much, which make it worst. And i miss u so much! Take care everyone! Have u ever felt being lonely? When everybody couldnt be there for u? Its horrible, i know. I always heard, "oh, u can count on me" or "i'll be there for u when u need me" or "im just a call away". But where are they when u really need them? A friend that can lend a shoulder to cry on, just to listen to what u have to say. Just when u need somebody to make u laugh or feel better, they are nowhere to be found. Of course im aware that everybody have their own life to live.. but right now, i just need a hug. Just a hug. There's so many things i wanted to say but i just cant put them into words. Why? Im tired of feeling this way. P.S. (I'm Still Not Over You) Lyrics [verse 1] Whats up? I know we haven't spoken for a while But I was thinkin bout you And it kinda made me smile So many things to say And I'll put em in a letter Thought it might be easier The words might come out better How's your mother, how's your little brother? Does he still look just like you? So many things I wanna know the answers to Wish I could press rewind And rewrite every line To the story of me and you [chorus] Don't you know I've tried and I've tried To get you out my mind But it don't get no better As each day goes by And I'm lost and confused I've got nothin to lose Hope to hear from you soon P.S. I'm still not over you Still not over you [verse 2] Excuse me, I really didn't mean to ramble on But there's a lot of feelings that remain since you've been gone I guess you thought that I would put it all behind me But it seems there's always something right there to remind me Like a silly joke, or something on the t.v. Boy it aint easy When I hear our song I get that same old feeling Wish I could press rewind Turn back the hands of time And I shouldn't be telling you [chorus] Did you know I kept all of your pictures Don't have the strength to part with them yet Oh no....Tried to erase the way your kisses taste But some things a girl can never forget [chorus] I like that song. Thanks Rafta. And u have yet to transfer that song to me eh.. Happy belated birthday Nadiyah.. U're a big girl now. Love ya.. Sometimes i wonder if im still needed. Seems like u have others. Im keeping quiet and so are u. Maybe i should just excuse myself. But whenever u need me, i'll be there. But dont think i never care coz i've always have. tc baby... |
Yes! He's dat vain. I had to hold his hands to stop him from touching his hair. My god.. :)
