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Went out with selina yesterday. Initially, thought of picnic-ing. The main reason was not to spend any money. Ha HA! Yea right. Well, change of plan coz its only da 2 of us. Afraid after an hour, we wounldnt know what to do. Met her at tampines instead to check out some stuff. Expansive ok! Still thinking if i should get her that. After which went down to bugis. So much for not wanting to spend our money. What we did was more to impulsive buying lah. OH! OH! I got myself DA PERFUME!!! Ive been searching for that lah but wherever i went, they said t'was discontinued. U know how depressing that was for me. So when i found it, i was SUPER happy! And i dont really care how much it cost. COz i want it badly, I LOVE the smell and it reminds me of sec school days. Coz after P.E, i always spray that in the toilet and when joy entered, she straight away knew it was me. hahah.. So, im a happy kid yesterday. Oh, got myself 2 tops. One plain white tshirt, another has a printing which goes-" I may not be PERFECT but parts of me are AWESOME!" I think i know which part of me is awesome. hahah.. sshhh.. That woman got herself a beg and 3 tops. We went to a few places and tried on their clothes.. Too bad, no money. heheh.. We went crazy and were drunk in the evening. Ok, not literally drunk lah but we were laughing and wasnt being us. That stupid woman lah. gggrrr.. Well, i had fun yesterday. Maybe zoo-ing next week and hey selina, my mom said she could get me free tix for ME under her company's. woohoo.. i cant wait! Anyone wanna tag along? :)    Does appearance matters to u? Well, to some, it is. People always make fun of others base on appearance and i think that's a bad thing to do. You might think that person's a 'minah' just because she looks like one. Or "omg, she's so stuck up" just because she didnt smile. Or u'll go, "i dont wanna be friends with her coz she's ugly with lots of pimples..or maybe i should so that i could give her hell". I mean, what's wrong with people and this behaviour? U will have fun disturbing people, no doubt, but all that will come to an end if u're the victim. How would u feel when ur friend keep saying ur fat and all? I mean, that's not a problem lah. But there will be a time when u just feel irritated and hurt and embarrassed. And then u'll lose all ur self esteem. And u'll be very cautious when people look at u. U'll tend to look away. And all the time, u just wish u were born naturally beautiful and that people wont have to say ur ugly or fat or anything. Its worst when u're being compared. Or ur presence wasnt acknowledged. How does that make u feel? yes, HURT! Everyday, when u look into the mirror, u just wish u were different. Of course they say "its the inner beauty that matters". Well, that cant be seen by hooligans. They just have to entertain their boring life and disturb people who they think looks funny. Well, im here to say, NOONE IS PERFECT! They dont ask for any of this. So u people out there, u can make a difference in their life by not disturbing them! "why i always disturb u ar? oh, because u're fat!" thats really hurting.
Attachments has taken all my time to enjoy. U have no idea how much i miss all my friends. I wanna go out and have fun. I want money!
Getting my results soon. Is that scary or what? Hopefully i pass everything. Really, it scares the shit out of me. Gonna have my holidays next week. Thinking whether i should work. But then again, i think i'll stay home and clear the stuff in my room before my sis's wedding. We are left with less than 2 months and ive not yet send my fabric to the tailor. Lots of things need to be done. And i cant be bother to do any. hee.. First training started yesterday and we had to run 3.2km.. and we only stopped for 30 secs? omg.. and now im suffering from all the pain. Damn! There's so much to say yet i cant put it into words. My msn account has been hacked. For those who chatted with that hacker..im sure ur aware thats not me right coz i have my way of typing and u all should know. I miss daddy I miss edwin I miss naqiah I miss all of u! |
