I hate the feeling whereby u thought u have someone to confide in but as a matter of fact, u dont have any. Of coz u have friends around but when it comes to such cases, u need to choose who u can trust most n just give a shout to him/her, snuggle up and just talk. The right person who can ease ur mind and make u feel better after the conversation or maybe, there's no need to be verbal coz just being there is enough. I know everyone's busy with their own life and they cant read our mind whenever we're troubled unless we approach them. But here comes another problem. What if the person whom u always confide in is the person who gives u doubt? That's bloody horrible. I hate my life now coz i hate this feeling of abandonment and disappointment! Times like this i wish i have that special someone who is also known as 'the bf' but ha-ha..im too picky or choosy to have one. Serve me right. That's another sucky thing when u thought u like someone but ur just unsure and all u could do is pretend. I wish this period will end soon, as in generally.

ps* Gf, i know u will be there for me but im aware u're up to ur neck. But thanks for the concern. We'll talk soon ok. love u..