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It happened twice, consecutively. Thursday wasnt as bad since i was told before i left workplace. Hence, i was able to make plans. Met Emilia earlier to get the stuff and went back to her place. Stayed till 2330 and went off with Shane. Today, I was out of the house from 0545 till 1600, rushed home from work, walked under the schorching sun, changed,reached simei at 1820, as planned, but end up getting hurt and disappointed. I swear i felt like a fool. No offence if u were to read this but please spare me a thought. I was lethargic. After much consideration, i bought my food and train-ed home. Saw him at the entrance of eastpoint. Refused to acknowledge him but oh well, since we've made that eye contact, i shouldnt be petty afterall. I only have the energy for a quick 'hello' and ya, that's about it. Managed to get mom's present though. At least my trip to simei wasnt a waste.. If being the 'nice' person wasnt appreciated, i'd rather be heartless. Unfortunately, i cant bring myself to. I wonder how some people could ace that.. I hate to dwell.Look at the bright side. Today's the end of my attachment. No doubt there's a mixture of feelings. Im happy not to have my ass drag to hougang anymore. But the bond that has been created is special. Gonna have one week break. Hari Raya's on the weekends and school's starting on the 15th. OH! Im meeting the changkat people for break fast tomorrow. Excited. I hope its gonna turn out fine :) I miss having someone who cares for me... |
