5th of july. What's so special about that date? Oh yea, its my dad's birthday.

Its been 3 yrs since we last celebrated his birthday. What was the last gift i gave him? I couldnt even remember. Why? Coz i took things for granted.

Today, while eating with a friend of mine, i saw a father and daughter near us, eating together. And that image suddenly struck me. We had those moments together. Though he was tired, knowing that i was hungry, he brought me out for lunch or dinner. He even took the trouble to get me breakfast, when he was supposed to sleep. And that's when i remembered shouting at him when he asked whether im hungry. And that was our last conversation.

Im sorry i had to leave the table. I need some time to calm myself down. But thank you anyway. U were there...

Happy birthday, abah.. I miss u badly. Do appear in my dream..that's all i ask for...