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I didnt have that intention, yet u thought i had. I didnt react rudely, yet u thought i did. Whats ur problem? Sometimes or shall i say, all the time, i just wish Abah would still be here. At least he's always there to protect me. Wow, like im not aware that ur proud to have a beautiful daughter. U dont have to keep repeating u know. Its just so annoying. But when it comes to chores, u'll tell me, "oh, shes useless and all. Couldnt do this, couldnt do that". WHY? Its because u pamper her too much. Whose the one who follows u to the market or go down to the shop to buy stuff? Either me or abang. Who always iron ur clothes? ME! And just because she couldnt iron clothes, u let her go. And when she refused to do something that u askd her to, u didnt nag. Whereas when i delay my chores, u nag like as if i dont even wanna do. To think that u're not being bias, but its clearly shown. Why? It hurts to be treated this way. Though u may see things otherwise, but frm my point of view, thats what i see. I couldnt throw tantrum or shout back at u. All i did was to cry. But are u even aware? NO! I really hope abah's here with me.. I miss him terribly. Each time i think of him, my heart ached. I didnt get a proper goodbye from him, the last thing i did was to shout at him before he was down with stroke. He asked if i wanna eat and i gave him that tone. I know i shouldnt have. That was the last time i got to hear his voice. On the last day before he passed away, i didnt even see him to say goodbye, coz i thought there's always tomorrow. But i thought wrong.. He left me even before i could say sorry. Im sorry bah, i miss u.. can u hear me? How i wish i could see u, even if its in my dream.. How i wish i have a shoulder to cry on.... |
