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Hidayu*
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Kartika*
Lina(bds)*
Bubu(Bds)*
Nazurah*
Widya*
Shamida*
Ayieen*
Zhengyi*
Ella*
Syafiq*
Crystal*
Emilia*
Nadiyah*
Chew Sian*
Desi*
Shane*
Shalson*
Raudhah*
Lyn*
Rohaida*
Serene*
Haryana*
Adilah*
Alia*
Mus*
Joey*
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Jub*
Selina*
Ruzanna*
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WanXin*
Efa*
Nano*
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Yasmin* archives
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School has been stressful. With all the exams coming and i dont know shit about anything. DARN!! Call myself a leader but i dont know whether we have any projects for certain modules(which i've discovered, yes, we have!). Im worried lah. But i just cant bring myself to start studying. ARGH! Had meeting at National library juz now with the girls. They never went there before...how pathetic. hahha.. After which, met Fathiah to get kai rui's present. He invited me for dinner wth friends(steamboat). reached there, the usual people there and as expected, im the only girl, not being racist here, but..erm..im the only malay. THANK GOD i brought Fathiah along( oh yah, she just bought a camera, similar to mine. but her's better. shit!). I wonder why he always ask me along...Didnt know im kinda important to him...wahhahh..wadahell. nolah. Ate lots of stuff. Well at least, its LOTS to me.Took pictures using fath's cam. FUn! blablabla, we went off first. Fathiah wanna meet her friend. OMG, i smell of smoke, coz the smoke kept blowing to my direction. IDIOT! Zesheng said what i wore reminds him of someone. Wadahell. ANd he blame me for that. SOrry lah.. alamak. I see cute guys around. My god, they are so YUMMY! Can i have a taste? please...no? DARN! HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAI RUI DARLING!!! MAY U BE AS IDIOTIC AS EVER. hahha.. How do u define interesting? Something that is unusual or exciting in a way that keeps ur attention? U bet..WE had our attention on it and had people's attention on us.. cool right? Here's what happened yesterday in lecture theater.. As usual, we were listening to the boring lecture and all of a sudden, Jub turned and said, "Eh, lizard!", pointing up to the ceiling(hes afraid of lizards by the way). So, most of us turned and guess what? I think Mr Lizard was nervous or embarrassed or something that it decided to commit suicide... "ARGHhhhhhhhhhh!!" Yup, we shouted, when the lizard fell from the ceiling and landed somewhere around. VERY close to the girls behind. Luckily xiao qing didnt open her mouth or that thing will just go down her throat. Eeeewwwww....!!!! That moment everyone started scattering. Funny i tell u. Especially when u get to witness everything. Some were trying to get their stuff. Others tried to bring their legs up(mine was already up even before this thing happened). Most of them ran away. I sat there laughing my ass off. And then i spotted the lizard. T'was on the stairs, near Raudhah and Syaza, hiding. Once i said that, both of them jumped and ran. HAhahah.. Rick decided to catch it by hand. URGH! He tried clipping its tail, but it glided away. And there's the 'aaaaahhhh' and the 'eeeiiiii'. Then rick and i worked together( what can i say, we are the best leaders by far..hahha) I gave him a tissue, counted until 3 and 'BANG', he managed to catch it. And again the even longer 'aaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh'. SUPER noisy. Everyone was looking at us. I just sat there, unable to control myself.. especially when rick scare them with the lizard by bringing it close to them... The commotion subsided only for a moment, before they realised its tail was left behind, wriggling. HAhahhahha... Super hilarious. Azizah kept shouting. Hahha.. I should have video-ed that moment and show them their super cute facial expression.. And the day was saved by RICK FLAGELLA!(twas suppose to b Flaga, but i think flagella sounds nicer coz its a tail of a sperm...hehhhe) oH YAH... And thats what i call.....INTERESTING! Another horrible day for me. Presentation in school was sux. Luckily that was the last lesson.. Thought i could feel much better after that but eventually its the other way round. I lost my wallet which contained LOTS of stuff. I wont elaborate further. fuck! Why isit happening to me all of a sudden? So unfair! I apologise to the both of u (E&J) for the inconveniance. I wanna thank shane for accompanying me. And to emi and shane..hahha..im sorry, coz u have to listen to me whining and saying things repeatedly and cursing and all... I just wanna SHOUT!!! I will remember this day and date!! Damn it! PLease make my day tomorrow. Im desperate for happiness... Urgh! shes cute.. hehee.. Why should i care about others when they dont give a fuck about me? I love u..but at the same time, i hate u. Get lost! My oh my...my body still hurts... Why? Coz i went for the foreign bodies audition yesterday. Simple steps..only 4/8 counts.. but imagine after so long of not dancing.. ya.. OUCH! Had mother's day dinner just now including mak and family. Lots of foooood! Oh, before that, at 2pm, my sis and i went to tamp to get presents for mama and mak. bought mama a small handbag(so that she won't use our pouch nemore..hehhe) and a top..and da same top but diff colour for mak. Reached home, gave mama hers. OMG! SHe screamed and jumped and hugged us after she saw the prezzies. My gooodness...my mother! "I Love it soooo much...!!!", so dramatic! urgh! After dinner, all of us went back to mak's place to open the presents. Lots of exchanging going on.. There's 5 mothers and a bdae boy..ermm..hardly a boy...heeh..what do u expect! So kecoh-rable. With the kids crying one after another...ARGH! GET ME OUT OF THE HOUSE PLS! hheee... I have lots of people calling me dwi... Just because of the specs and hair... like, wadahell!!! NNNOOOOOoooo... Im not the sickly girl... IM sTRONG!!!! I WANT A BOYFRIEND!!!! gosh, ive been saying that since last year..my gfs should know that better...*winks* Should i forget about it? erm...ya, i think i should. DIANA, don't be selfish can???? Shout out for all mothers..... HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!!! Seems like im no longer needed. U have someone else to make u feel better... goodbye. Everything seems to change. WHy? Isit due to social influence? U used to be so good, so sweet and caring. U still are but there is just something different about u. But i just cant figure it out. Haven't u realise, we've fallen apart? Thinking back, i think its my fault for not giving u the chance..Or im too slow to react. But that doesnt mean u can treat me this way, can u? Honestly, my heart beats very fast whenever i see u. Im shocked, nervous, shy and stunned. All in one. And when that happens, i couldnt react like how i should. For all i know, i miss u and that i wanna hold u tight. But i cant... U told me u felt the same way. But none of us made the first move...and let the opportunity slipped away. Laugh at our stupidity pls.. Im sorry.... I've finally cut my hair after 2 years. Damn my hair was long. Think thats the longest by far. I was actually contemplating for quite some time whether to cut or curl. Curl would be interesting as i had never done that before. But i wanted to cut my hair coz its already unmanagable. Too long that its kinda irritating. Yesterday, i met my girlfriends. Damn i miss them. Met naqiah first. She cut her hair. I was like " oh my god". She told me curly hair is abit tedious(is dat how u spell?hee) frustrating and ermm.. nvm. Bla BLa BLa..then i decided to cut. she came along as well as she wanted to layer-ed her hair(twas straight cut..heee) Went to SUPERCUT at century. I got a senior something something to cut my hair. Cool. Wash, cut, wash, blow, cut=$25. Not bad. Think i'll go there next time. Afterwhich, met naq's parents and ate at kpg chai chee..i think. Free food taste good. But the food wasnt that nice anymore. bluek! was Sent home by car. I only had a 2-hrs lesson just now. Cool. 9-11am. Learnt some exciting stuff. Went simei for our brunch. Went TM to buy shane his belated birthday swensen's ice cream cake and present. Then back to school. after da mini celebration, i iintended to go home but that bloody idiot asked me to follow them. shane, emi, millie and jen wanted to study. Damn it! Felt strange to look at maths book, worksheet and all in front of me. Oh i miss doing maths... At one point, emi wasnt in a good mood. She left the table and went to the other but after some time, she got up and went to the railing. Stood there alone. I was sure she wasnt feeling good. And so i askd millie to comfort her. I have a feeling she's gonna cry and... true enough, she did. Went over to her, pulled her back, accompanied her to the toilet to wash her oh-so-cute face and back to the books. Darling emi, dont look down on urself and know that u can do it if u put the effort. dOnt care about other people even if they are more academically inclined than u are. Just take it slow. Start now and im sure when the time comes, u'll have no problem doing the papers. ok...? On my way home, was kinda disappointed. I was suppose to meet someone. Was looking foward for it but in the end, same thing happen. Maybe it just cant be help. Haiz... I wonder when we'll ever get to meet up again...? i miss u.. |
