Its true when people say "...a smile has deeper meaning than laughter..". I feel like, when i laugh, i find the joy at that point of time only and its just excitment that i felt. But when i smile, i have this happy and peaceful feeling that is so nice that it can actually make me cry. Tears of happiness i shall say but i dont really cry lah. Really lah.. It feels so magical.. and it can just bring back all good memories i have.
Like when i listen to band songs at home, i can just smile through out and it can give me this feeling that i think no one can ever give me. soooo MAGICAL LAH! oh yah, when i listen, memories keep on coming back.. what we did in band room, all the good and bad times and the preparation for every performance, not forgeting the first concert we had 2 years back and syf. I really enjoyed my time in band. So fortunate to have those people in band. And i love all of them ok!
I dont know. I think those people who are not in band, they wont appreciate the art of music..i mean musical band kinda music. U have to find the correct one and u'll just fall in love with the songs... DO u think its easy to play? just blow air and produce the sound..? LEt me tell u..u've got it all wrong baby! U have to use ur diaphragm to breathe, control the air, correct umberture(ok..i dont know how to spell ok..like seriously i dont know!), u have to learn the flats and sharps, the pitching and fingering, the way to play, loud or soft , the articulation, watch the conductor(whom u all thought is a crazy fellow..just stand infront of the band and swing the arms.. NO OK! That the most important person..) and stuff like that. SO when u play, u have to multi task.. Not as simple ayte!
Ok, i dont know why im talking about band..maybe because i went for band practice just now and has been listening to the concert pieces.. so yah! hahha..Im having that magical feeling now! wooohooo...

so people...bottom line.. keep on smiling baby. bring joy to urself and to others as well.. :) love u all..