I received a messege once and was told that...

"...the beauty of life does not depend on how happy you are, but on how happy others can be, because of u...."

I now came to realise that its true. I do feel happy when someone else is. And i'll be overjoy knowing that i've brought joy to others as well. here's some example.. Was reading through selina's and raudhah's blog when i saw this...

by sel : "#1: herdiana. for being there when i need. like helping me with my attendance. n making netball little more fun. and for waking up super early the other time just to pass me her clinical book...Loves for herdiana..."

I was first in the list! Maybe because i helped her just now, or was it yesterday? hahha.. yea.. I was touched ok!

by raudhah : "...but i love my 3 Js sooooooooo much ( im included ok). i love them to the max. yes i do. i really do. school wouldn't be fun without them. U girls drive me crazy every single day ok. And because of u girls, i laugh until i cry, until my tummy hurts, until i rock back and forth in my chair. I really miss u guys when i was having my 2 weeks 'holiday'. Even the smallest thing like; when Diana always turn to me and say "aku nak berak ah". haha. ya..."

Well, i think i made her laugh every so often.. am i soooo funny? HA HA... ok..shut up!

See.. Knowing that they appreciate me, it has already made my day. Coz im the type whose afraid to be hated..-shrugged- dont ask me why! I love every one of u k.. believe me.. I said believe me right!!! :)

OK, so here's what happened today!

Well, slept at 1 the night before and forced myself to wake up at 6.30am to finish up with the slides. Was 45mins late for group meeting. hee.. ok, i was SUPER scared a nervous and shy to go out of the house wearing what i wore today coz first of all, i dont wear dress. Secondly, its formal. Thirdly, im wearing it with heels and lastly, I WENT TO SCHOOL LIKE THAT!!! bbrrrr...

So yah, as i was saying, i was late. Entered the library like some 'model' but once i reached the table, i took off my shoe and sat with my legs on top of each other,on the chair! To hell with others if they wanna say anything coz its super tiring to walk in heels. Went through the slides, edit abit of here and there, rehersed and lunch-ed.

At level 6, everyone was like looking at us coz we were wearing black and red.. i mean the whole group lah. Snap snap snap! then presentation! I was nervous ok! but thankfully, everything went well.. I think my lecturer said ' the best group so far' WOW..! there's still another group have yet to present. Anyways, we are not here to challange.. all i care about is to have this ICA done and be graded. :)

before presentation...

after presentation...
Was supposed to go out with naqiah but something came up which is way more important than our meeting.. Sad though, coz have not seen her for soooo bloooody long. But its ok..im cool!

Met azwan.. was surprised he was ok with it. appreciate alot.. by the way, he's one of those b.i.t.c.h u have to look out for.. hahha.. Azwan, Ur trick didnt work, both of them and u have to keep on practicing on ur left hand coz ur suck at it! hahha..

Train-ed to Tampines to go over to my cousin's but stopped by at toys r us to meet edwin for awhile.. actually to see the finger..omg.. poor boy. Its a real suture! Not like those i have. I didnt stay there for long coz hes working and u cant expect me to walk around toys r us alone with people flooding the area for christmas gifts! But i was happy to see him.. like..after sooo freaking long!

Was walking towards the exit at ipzone when i saw jun jia and her bf at babyfox. Then after a few steps, saw my sister's friend. Oh, today i Saw lots of the people i know. What a coincidence..

I salute those women who wear heels everyday and still look so gorgeous when they walk. My shoe was already giving me problems coz its loose and i had to stop every few steps to adjust. Walked from TM to cousin's place. DAMN TIRING! But all that has been put aside when i saw the kids! Super adorable..i love them..

home-ed with mama..

I lack of sleep! and due to that, my face is like covered with pimples and i hate it ok! damn irritating!

I want money!