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First of all, i APOLOGISE if what i said previously wasnt to your liking. I didnt mean that. Im sincerely sorry ok. Had training on tuesday. We had to play in the sports hall even though there's no netball lines! CAN U BELIEVE THAT? Of all courts they have in there, they didnt include netball's. How annoying! ITs been raining and we didnt get to shoot. Double annoying. All we did was fitness and some ball work. And IVP's getting nearer. But I dont really have to worry coz most probably i wont be playing which is good coz i wont get muscle aches and i wont be soooo tired to study coz that's my study week coz after that 3 weeks im having my attachment and then EXAMS! Not forgeting ICAs before my attachment! I mean, how cruel can they be. Its like everything is so jam pack and like it or not, we still have to go through all this shits. I wanna go back to secondary school please! Wednesday? What did i do yesterday? ouh, nothing much. Stayed at home till 6pm and then went to meet him. Its so irritating when the other party's not punctual. Was super mad lah.. Maybe that's one reason why i kept quiet yesterday apart from yea..i cant be bothered to talk. But at the end of the day, it was superb :) Had training today. yea yea.. boringggg.. Everyone's staying at home, enjoying the cool breeze, sleeping, lazing ard and stuff and yet i had to get out of the house and travel all the way to yio chu kang. Like wadahell.. do u have any freaking idea how dreadful the journey is? NOO right.. ok ..shut up! At first there was a slight drizzle and we thought its ok to just go down to the court to train. Less than 45mins, the rain came back. Poor Jeremy.. after all the hard work! But thanx anyway.. Zenith people came down.. and they just trained with us in that restricted area.. wadahell.. Was suppose to meet him but he cant. Oh well, we've been meeting like what? everyday? give it a break ok.. dont really mind lah coz im tired myself.. just that.. yea.. kinda miss him. -yucks- I mean, who could have thought that we'd.. u know.. yea. WE dont! Oh well..-shrugged- Ok, i might be lying if i said i dont really care coz i was looking foward to it. So, kinda disappointed lah. heee.. Ive not been seeing naqiah for so long.. dont know if i should just forget about it or be angry with her or whatever.. ok fine.. just get on with our own life ayte.. u have urs and i have mine. Sometimes i feel like im being mean but it wasnt intentionally. Its just that i got frustrated or irritated easily. Well, it all depends on my mood. If im in a happy mood, do whatever u like, i dont give a damn. But when im in no mood, little things like talking to me can already irritate me. Im sorry if i ever offend u guys. Its just that i always think of what people might think or feel. The reason im afraid of people is that, im afraid of what they'll think. As simple as that. Im always very cautious of what i say. But i cant always be the good girl. Sometimes, when i cant take it anymore, i'll just explode. And i'll start thinking, "why should i care about others when they dont give a damn about me?" so yea.. Having class bbq tomorrow but looking at the weather, i doubt we'll have fun. I mean we can just slack ard lah but i dont think we can bbq any of the food coz THE RAIN WONT STOP POURING! And i hate that...!!!! And im having my mensus..so i cant swim! and i hate that tooo!!!! Feeling a little confuse now but i dont know what im confused on. heee.. ok bye!
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