Im not sure if im doing the right thing by saying goodbye. Indeed at that point of time, i meant what i said but then i realised that i actually spoke through emotions. that's not very good. Coz i wasnt thinking. NOw ive regreted what ive said. That's why id rather be 'cold' towards u then to speak without thinking. coz we'll end up being in a worst situation and i dont want that to happen. But i think its too late, right? u've already made up ur mind to leave. well, i cant blame u for that...

For now, i'll just sit down quietly and do some soul searching. It seems like everything is falling apart but i have to stand strong.


I am thinking of you
In my sleepless solitude tonight
If it's wrong to love you
Then my heart just won't let me be right
'Cause I've drowned in you
And I won't pull through
Without you by my side

I'd give my all to have
Just one more night with you
I'd risk my life to feel
Your body next to mine '
cause I can't go on
Living in the memory of our song
I'd give my all for your love tonight

Baby can you feel me
Imagining I'm looking in your eyes
I can see you clearly
Vividly emblazoned in my mind
And yet you're so far
Like a distant star
I'm wishing on tonight

I'd give my all to have
Just one more night with you
I'd risk my life to feel
Your body next to mine
'Cause I can't go on
Living in the memory of our song
I'd give my all for your love tonight...

u r selfish but u have ur reasons...