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Am i too soft hearted? In order not to make people feel bad or sad, i'll end up getting hurt. Is that fair? Sometimes, i am angry with that someone but if i vent my anger on that person, im afraid i'll hurt him/her and that they'll think i dont care about them or if they are angry with me, then i'll have to apologise for being rude. Times like that, i just wish i could run away but i know that's not the solution. SOmetimes i feel like, so what if they are hurt, let them feel what im feeling but i just cant bring myself to do so. Wait, first and foremost, im afraid of people! yah.. Im afraid with lots of things when dealing with others. Im always afraid if i hurt their feelings and our relationship might turn bad. And im afraid of losing them. But have they ever thought of my feelings? MAybe lah but i think its below my expectation. -shrugged- This is life.. very unpredictable. We wont know what's gonna happen ahead of us. ITs unfair at times.. agree? Talking about life... my life is super boring now.. no man! hahha.. Sometimes i want, sometimes i dont. I only want if i see couples everywhere or if i have no one to go out with.. hahha.. NO! kidding..Ive longed for a guy to just embrace me in his arms and make me feel secure. All i need is to have someone to hug me, just hug. U dont even have to say a single word... That's all i ask for, at the very least. Hmmm... people said, the more u want, the more u wont get it, the longer u have to wait. Oh well...cant be bothered then. :) if only u noe how important u are to me...but i dont wanna have high hopes on u.. afraid i might get hurt again and again and again..till den,tc! |
