I know i shouldnt be blogging right now. Im not even suppose to switch on the comp lah. Oh well, since i've already done it, might as well, right?

The last 2 papers i did was really URGH! ok, blame it on my last minute revision lah. But what i couldnt understand was that the topics i really focused on, memorised everything, was the one i couldnt even think of anything to write.. AT ALL! Can u believe that? omg.. I feel like im so stupid. Indeed i am lah. Haiz..if only i could turn back the time. I just hope i could pass those 2 papers..even if its just a PASS..i dont mind. I dont want to do the sub paper or worst, repeat the module. I was pratically staring at the paper lah. When i glanced over to the next table, they wrote super long answers. And mine was like 2-4 lines? GOSH!!!

Im having the most terrifying paper on monday and ive not started yet with the revision. And worst still, there's section c.. which means there's SEQ! SAQ is already killing me, what's more SEQ! If only im a gifted child! WHy am i soooo stupid! gosh.. i hate mental block. Oh god, please dont let my mind block for the rest of the papers.. at least give me some ideas on what to write on that pathetically blank paper.. HAIZ!

I have 4 more papers to go.. Its so unfair to have 6 modules, excluding clinical, which has already been done earlier. Its like going back to secondary school lah. My other friends who are in different courses only have like what? 3-4 papers? ARGH! I want to get this done and over with AS SOON AS POSSIBLE!

Times like this really tempt me to have a boyfriend. Someone who can just embrace me without having to say anything. I really need that comforting hug. BUt u know what, its ok.. Ive been through alot and just as long as i have my friends, i'll be fine, i guess..

NOw, i soooo need to start with my BIOLOGY. CRAP! I think im gonna stare longer at that paper.. Can someone give me a magical potion where i can just be clever... till then..

i fell in love with u..but i duno if its true..