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Everyone's wishing me happy birthday.. thank u all for that. but the question is...am i happy? A friend knew i wasnt being myself the day before my birthday. I just couldnt bring myself to be excited. Its like as if there's something punching/ stabbing me and i felt suffocated. Kept frowning and all. So, i ended my sweet 17 with a frown? That's horrible. There's a few messages i received after midnight. Strange thing was those who wished me were all my friends, not someone close to me.. but i dont mind i guess.. WOke up in the morning, received 8 msgs. and there's more.. Was abit late for lecture. Had to walk briskly to reach on time. Received the first gift from rafta. Was super shocked when the guys sang a birthday song in the lecture theater at the end of lecture... Had mask fitting after that. We had to breathe in this stuff and taste it. Its bitter, went straight to my throat. I didnt over react unlike others. Went to rinse off the taste. Was on the phone with joy when i bumped into my friend and 'bluek'! she threw up on me.. on my face. yes... washed it off but i cant take the smell. had headache after dat. but i didnt blame her lah. Accident happens. no plans or whatsoever after school. Hw PATHETIC! REally pathetic lah.. was kinda sad actually. Never had this kinda birthday before. my family's celebrating tmr.. wadahell.. I just wasnt happy. People kept asking me to cheer up but i just couldnt. Sorry people if i disappoint u. caught pirate with malkeith. REceived a present from him. awww... got home, met ismail.. got A WHOLE BAG OF PRESENT! i asked, "is this a birthday gift or an engagement gift?" ALOT! oh well, i haven't open yet. I'll open them tmr ayte.. i wonder what's inside.. This is the 2nd year im 'celebrating' birthday without my dad. I just miss him soooo much. Am i feeling much better now? HOnestly, i dont know... HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO ME...though its the worst birthday ever! |
