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Why am i such a loser? To think that i always my close ones in mind, i thought i'll be in theirs. Sometimes i thought, Why should i care about them when they dont care about me? Why should i think about them?Why should i always be the one to contact them? Why should i care about their feelings when they dont care about mine? This is FUckIng UNFAIR! Sometimes i told myself that im not gonna care about them anymore. I dont wanna think about them. Im gonna hate them. But i cant..coz they are so dear to me. I hate myself for getting into this mess. Its worst esp when i already made the effort to reach them, but i couldnt or they simply dont reply. SUCKS! Im confused. Why am i being treated this way? Can anyone pls answer me?Isnt it better for them to tell me straight in the face that they dont want me to be part of their life anymore?Im willing to withdraw myself if my presence bothered them. Oh well, since im begining a new chapter of my life, maybe i'll forget abt them. Isnt that what they wanted? I really cant be bothered now. Im tired of having this feeling. If this is what i get in return, then maybe i should just stop bothering them. It wont fucking hurt me as much. For now, i'll just wait.... Or maybe not... |
