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Ive always wondered what will happen to me in the next few years? Will i change in terms of behaviour and attitude, be it better or worst? Will i forget or neglect my friends? Will i have any friends? WILL I HAVE A BOYFRIEND?? I hope so...hee.Sometimes, we shouldn't think of the future cause its unpredictable. Its also dangerous in certain ways. But will i be prepared when something happen if i don't?? Will there be someone to console and tell me that 'everything's gonna be alright'? Will there be someone that i can rely on? I do, for now. But im just afraid we might not stay in touch even though we say we will and promise not to forget one another. But we're gonna be busy with out own life in future. Can we still be as close as now? Honestly, only this person can make me feel good whenever i am down. I wonder how its been done. My mind will be at ease after a talk with the person. It don't have to be a long compo. Just by saying, 'its ok.. everything's gonna be fine' kinda thing can already lighten my day. But im afraid if i were to lose this friend of mine one day, will i ever get a replacement of that kind? Will i be comfortable with the new friend? Can the person really understand and feel the same way as i do?Im just afraid it may happen one day.. I wanna thank these people who are close to my heart, for helping and being understanding. I really do treasure our friendship-: Edwin- U've been a great friend since the day i knew u. That's why u are special to me. U've been a great help whenever im troubled. I really do cherish everything that u've done for me. Its the calmness in ur tone that made me feel secure. U ARE a great friend indeed, no doubt. Well, who says u've got no friends who cares for u? There's lots and u only have to open up ur tiny eyes and ur 'covered-with-hard-shell' heart to know the people who cares for u. So dont keep saying life's unfair or its just ur luck to be born in this world with this kinda situation. Life's full of ups and downs. Its not perfect. So u have to have the courage to face the obstacles. Have faith in urself and u will be able to see rays of light shining in ur life. There's hope b. I believe u can do it. There must be a reason behind everything that has happened. So hold ur head high k b. Naqiah- I've seen u grow frm a cute lil innocent looking angel to an oh-my-goodnesss bitchy monster. hahha.. U are the very few people that can make me smile and laugh when i wasnt in the right mood. Bloody hell.. How did u manage? Oh well, im glad u could. And that makes u special. Even how hard i tried to hate u coz ur so bitchy and irritating and everything, no doubt i still love u.. hahha.. U've seen most of me and i really do appreciate ur patience and kindness and everything after all these years. Ur just like a sister to me. Im so glad we had this kind of friendship. No regrets. Hey.. I WANT UR BAKAL MATAIR!!!! hahha... Handsome banget deh. Words cant explain much on how happy i am to have u around. And i hope, even without stating.. u understand what i mean right? U must understand..i dont care. I just hope when we start with our new life in poly, we dont forget each other. Make sure we meet up as often as possible. Well, hey, if there's misunderstanding or whatsoever between us throughtout our friendship, i apologise. Love u loads girlfriend. Hidayu- I've seen naqiah grow..but i've seen u changed. OMG!!! U should recall how u were like during ur sec 1 days. The tom-boyish u..The one with short hair, long skirt and always go around laughing or smiling..(oh well, that didnt change) But look at u now.. da macam pompan.. hahha.. U look like a girl now. U even put on make up and nail polish by urself when 2 years ago, we had hard time putting on the eye-liner for u. No need to mention how long u took to put it on urself. U even thought of rebonding ur hair now.. That bushy hair or urs... Im proud of u..hahha.. But still.. for the past years..things happened. And i don't want u to repeat those mistakes again. I am sure ur matured enough to think what's good for u.. aight? Darn.. Now i won't have a laughing partner.. Our laughter has always been contagious. I can no longer make the stupid faces that only u and naqiah can see.. (oh gosh... those horrible faces...) And i wont have someone saying " kau kan lawa..."anymore.. hahha.. That's ur speciality..make me (and naq) feel good..not sayng the 'lawa' part.. just generally.. All ur nonsense..naive question and all.. Im so gonna miss all that. If there's any misunderstanding or i was harsh towards u or anything throughout our friendship, i apologise. U should know that i just want the best for u.. I just hope u still remembere those advices we gave. Please dont make those mistakes again k.. Love u too girlfriend... Joy- we've know each other for quite sometime but something in u that attracts me.. Ur sweetness and cuteness.. U used to be so bubbly and its easy to have a talk with u at that moment.. but now..u seems so far away.. Maybe im not in that school anymore but that's not it... Its just that oh well..i dont know. Nevermind.. Maybe ur just busy. But do keep in contact ok.. Im gonna miss u.. and im sure pinky will too... Shane- Ive known u since like forever.. Those days that we had to do that stupid dance wearing shiny gold costume. Damn.. horrible. We grew up together(not literally) in sec school..mayb u dont grow that much lah.. but ur just like one of my girlfriend. Wait..not saying ur one..a girl i mean.. But the way i treated u wasnt like how i treated my other guy friends.. With u.. i heck care man.. dont give a damn.. agree..? U've seen the worst in me.. hahha.. And till now..ur still the only guy who ever came over to my place as u like.. My mom dont even care.. I dont bring guys home ok.. Well..maybe u r not a guy.. that's y..hahha.. relax lah..alamak.. Im sorry u have to go through the stupid papers again.. Do come to us if u need any help k.. Dont shut urself up.. We'll be there for u.. i promise.. Yup..these are the people i turn to when i feel like shit! Im missing them already. Just hope they'll be touched, just like how they've touched me. Love u all.. As we go on, we remember.. All he times we, spent together.. And as our life change, from whatever.. We will still be..FRIENDS FOREVER!!! |
