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I woke up today with tears rolling down my cheeks. I wonder why but soon i remembered.... I had a dream. My father was there. No one seemed to remember that he's no longer alive. I believe the situation was during the first day of Hari Raya, Where all of my relatives gathered at my aunt's place at night. Everything was as per normal but when the clock striked 12, the atmosphere changed. He asked for permission to leave. At that moment, everyone happened to realise the fact that he's actually 'dead'. T'was really sad because we knew he won't come back anymore. I hugged him for so long, crying, telling him everything that has happened to me be it academically or socially. I don't wish to let him go. I was still hugging him in my dream when i suddenly woke up in reality, sobbing. U can never imagine how badly i missed my dad. Time flies faster than we could ever imagine. On the 14th of dec, it's gonna be 9 months after his death. I just hope he's gonna be fine where ever he is. I love u , Abah.. I miss u.... (A song i once sang with my dad) Ayah, dengarkanlah (dad, hear me out) Aku ingin berjumpa (i wanna meet/see u) Walau hanya dalam mimpiku.. (eventhough its only in my dream) Di mana akan kucari aku menangis seorang diri hatiku slalu ingin bertemu untukmu, aku bernyanyi Untuk ayah tercinta daku ingin bernyanyi walau air mata di pipiku Ayah, Dengarkanlah daku ingin berjumpa walau hanya dalam..mimpi Lihatlah hari berganti namun tiada seindah dulu datanglah.. aku ingin bertemu untukmu...aku bernyanyi.. Continue coming to my dream, abah. I'll be waiting... sang by: Eddy Silitonga |
