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yup..i've changed da skin..again. mayb gonna change it sooner or ltr.. believe it or nt, dis was da fers tym doing it on ma own. usually, i'll ask lina fer help bt mmm uumm..not todae. well, it meets to ma satisfaction. anyway, i was browsing thru ma fwen's blog and surprisingly, i think she was refering to me..it says: Dian-continue to b strong girl, i noe u can do it. we'll see u nx yr in IJC. i mean lyk..i dun expect her to remember me and actually mentioned ma name wif all her current fwens..it felt so gd to noe dat ur pri skul besfwen still cares abt u..nt dat i fergt abt her..bt luking at hw successful she is nw..i felt intimidated.-shrugged- and den i came to realise dat i've always luk up to her as ma role model.. as i recalled, i ever told maself once dat i wanna b lyk her. fers of all.. her outgoing and i-dun-care attitude caught me. mayb bcoz ma pri skul lyf wasnt gd enuf and mayb em nt luved by ma fwens as much and dat i wanna change fer a bttr. i managed to b a bttr person wen i stepped in sec skul..nt saying dat em well-liked bt at least i noe many ppl appreciate ma presence. oder den dat, i admire her intelligence. i wish to b as clever as everyone else. after noeing dat i've bn promoted to changkat..i told maself dat i wun gt easily influenced by da surrounding and dat i'll study hard. once again, i achieved ma goal up to sec 4. nw, ma studies has bn deteriorating. em actually afraid. i juz envy her and d oder ppl who hav dat intelligence dat can bring dem further. em afraid i'll gt stuck to wer i am nw.. O lvl's in 24 daes..and i hope to sit fer da pprs confidently and obtain gd results. i hafta start mugging nw..bt da problem wif me is dat..i always said dat i hafta start nw bt end up having last min revision..i cant do dat fer o lvls..hell no! em trying to search fer da old me back a.s.a.p..da one wif determination to achieve her goals. i've promised mama to werk hard..and so I WILL! oh yah..HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAMA! |
