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Wen i was younger..i always had da fear of going to da cemetry. Ma imagination will go wild. However, after ma dadz death, we often visit him at his 'new' house..practically every sun MORNING! quote dat..meaning i hafta wake up VERY early on SUNDAY! bt i dun really mind. After sum tym, i actually found out dat its very peaceful over der. Lyk duh..who wants to create havoc der. Other den da peaceful surrounding, i can ease ma mind. As i stood up and lukd ard, i saw only grave bt even thou da outsyd luks nice and tidy,i noe majority of dem are suffering below. Even thou being der makes me feel sad wen it reminds me dat i've lost sumone i luv, i still find it peaceful.i duno y..so each tym i stepped out of da cemetry area, i feel lyk da problems i was facing b4 were all gone..Cum to think of it, WHY SHUD I BE AFRAID? and u SHUDNT b afraid as well bt i dun think u r. i lyk da smell of da soil dat i stepped on and da flowers dat i spread on da earth surface of ma dadz grave. i duno.. bt i think em gonna cont dis routine of going to da cemetry every wk... Went to pasar geylang after dat. Bought a couple of stuff. While i was walking, i smell sumthing familiar. Its his smell. i duno. Wen i lukd ard, i cudnt find wer da smell came frm. well, mayb i miss him so much bt em nt sure if he still treat me as sum1 'important' to him. i seriously cant tell. its juz so diff frm da last tym. Its lyk ders no chemistry. em sorry to sae dat in case ur reading dis bt dats hw i feel. wenever i see couples walking happily together, i juz cant stand da sight of dem..mayb em jealous of the happiness they r sharing. -shrugged- nah..i dun wanna think abt it.. so yah, i've uploaded lots of pic: aiman's bdae, kill da boredom and gurlfwens..i juz luv taking pics..cant deny dat..hee. well..i bttr gt started wif ma revision. having moch2 nx wk..and em having ss ppr tmr. its seq..so i hafta study da facts.. ok den... |
