My left ear has deteriorate. The pain has been bugging me for 2 weeks or so but i kept quiet, thinking that it will go away sooner. But i thought wrong.

Yesterday, the pain was unbearable. I don't know how to put it but it's juz so painful that i don't know what to do. I don't mind if its blocked but it's painful. I wonder what's inside. I can't tolerate with the pain anymore. I'm going to see a doctor and hopefully she can help me. Now that i can't hear that clearly with ma left ear, i have to only use ma right ear when i'm on the phone and sit closer to the tv when watching them. ARGH! I cant hear properly mun! oh no...

Why am i so unlucky this year. First was da 'snake' on my body.. Now my ear. What's next? Far worst than this? This year i've been tested alot by God. My dad is gone. Abang behaving like an idiot. I'm suffering from all this stupid things. Major exam's coming. Got ditched by someone. Friends thought i don't wanna talk and don't care about them anymore. Whats with all this problems??? When can i be free from all this? I'm tired of handling one problem after another. LIFE SUCKS MUN!

Ayte, what's the use of me venting my anger here. It wun help me settle anything anyway. I'm gonna sleep i guess coz that's the only time i don't feel the pain. Unless luck is not on my side lah. OUCH! THE PAIN IS KILLING ME NOW! Not exaggerating. Its damn uncomfartable lor!